it's her life,not yours.so she'll do whatever.

God's will.

2012-01-28T21:27:00.000-08:00

you knw what, ive just spent about 20 minutes writing about something that i felt i needed to clear out. looks like God has another plan cause guess what? everything that ive just typed out was erased cause of some malfunction. it wasnt any coincidence okay. it was deep, man i just dont know what it was. but thank God, here i am. not making a fool out of myself but just being me. a simple blogger. uhhh, freak. apa suda ni. anyways, sa mls suda mau taip, out of ideas bro;b

so, have a blessed day peeps. God bless ! :D

Happy Chinese New Year !!

2012-01-22T08:55:00.000-08:00

altho im not technically celebrating the CNY, but still im having loads of fun:D

ystrday i had a day to just relax and roam about the house. it was meaningless and effortless and i felt so carefree. hehe. if you know what i mean;) and today ! well actually on sunday, my family and i went to inobong which is somewhere in penampang. its uphill so the view is spectacular. the place where we BBQued overlooked the whole KK district. i can even see the islands. awesome awesome awesome:D then enjoyed food with ze famili, moreee awesome. we even get the chance to see fireworks all over the place and the greates thing about our firework? NO THUMPING OUT OF THE BLUE SOUND. just a faint pom~ sound. jeez, wouldnt you wanna be in my place? isolated from the busy town yet very the involved with the activities around. and i thank the Lord for giving me a chance to be here. heh.

okay, gonna persuade mi kozons to play cards with me. toodles.

P/S: ANGPAU LAI LAI LAI !!

cross country.

2012-01-14T03:53:00.000-08:00

today, i had my last merentas desa experience. mm. im gonna miss running alongside my friends. uhuu. mind that, let me just tell you how my day went:)

went to school like usual, i walked straight to the form five block wanting to keep and hide my phone inside the locker. unfortunately, our block was locked. pfft. but we managed to find elsewhere to keep our bags safely. hoho. then merentas desa. it was fun. tiring, yes. but fun. at first jacq set the goal to jog nonstop until the 2nd checkpoint. my reply was short - TINGU LAA. well, great for her she did it ! yayy ! i only managed till the taman awam teluk likas sign. pfft. lemaaah. hahaha. while running, things were revealed to me. allsaints students can be so rude sometimes. guys especially. while running, a form 1 girl ran past me. she's yamuna's sister, hariyani. she's an indian and when she ran past this group of form three guys, they mimicked indian slangs and made fun of her. sa cakap sma kau, klau bukan sa kenal Tuhan, hinggap suda tgn sa d muka durg. plus, sa teda tnaga suda time tu! hahahaa. 2nd proof. i was jogging with elisheeba and we wanted to go infront of a group of guys also (pfft, smthings wrong w/ guys nowadays). so sheeba went first and i heard them say "ohh ini bole tahan oh. bole ni, bole." then i went past them, punya eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee sa bilang. "aii, ini gemuk sa takut nanti pengsan sna depan ni." nasib kau la tu boi sa suda bertaubat. sa tau la sa tda kurus baah. hoh.
NEXT! (lek tess, lek. HAHAHAHHAH==) so when i reached st agnes, shareene, emel and sandra was ahead. sandra was talking like usual. heh. then when i wanted to get into the allsaints field, shareene was not so far away when i sprinted a bit. but suddenly everybody who was there started screaming telling her to watch out for me. pfft. hahaha. but anyways i am really grateful to the Lord for giving me the chance to get number NINE. see, urg gemuk lg laju dri mulut begiuk.
mm, yeah so i got numero nineee. tia sangka ni, but with God nothing's impossible;) geng sa byk piala. esehh jacq nmbur 2, sandra nmbur 7. weeeeeeeeeeee:D

pucatt.

2012-01-11T04:47:00.000-08:00

so, heyyy again:D

just feeling like sharing a story with you guys:) our class is full of names written with permanent markers - on the door (CAROLYNA:b), on the ceiling, and even on the fan. hahaha== kili oh. but awesome. so anyways, the first day we went into that class i told yamuna, im totally going to write my name around too. esehh. and she also wanted in;) after recess time just now, the teacher came in a bit late. plus, most of my classmates are still out. yeay, i said, that was the perfect time for us to sign our names;D so we did. me, yamuna and izzatul wrote our names on the door. 5bestarian'12. tessa:) sangat bangga la knun tu. ahaha. then it was biology period for the last two periods but our teacher is on her birth leave for 3 months. so we did our own work, most of our classmates went to the hall for some other thing and a few went next class since there were no teachers around. we played around -that is me, mido, azue, zulaikha, yamuna and ego. while we were sitting there, teacher kuit came in. he was our relief teacher, great. but anyhow he sat for a while and then we continued playing. SUDDENLY, ehh eh eh.. budak budak skrg ni.. aik? 2012? ini nama sape ni? baru awal tahun pun dah brani nak buat hal? sape ni? tessa. klas ni ke? izzatul lagi. 5bestari2012. ha? klas ni ke?? I THINK I TURNED WHITE THAT MOMENT. hahahahaha. then everyone was like looking at us. thaaaaaaaaaaaaankfully i have awesome classmates who are so sporting. they said it was the last year's batch's work. durg tulung lg kasi bingung cigu kuit. what can i say, bestarians are awesome ! :D but after the teacher left, yamuna and i quickly went to erase it off. hahahahaha PUCATT BUSS><

moral of the story? jgn tlampau awal baaaaah. hahahaha, kiddings.
it was totally a lesson from God: be responsible for little things (like obeying school rules) , and He will trust you with bigger things. toodles all:)

miracles.

2012-01-09T07:22:00.000-08:00

well, hullo. my form five year started off quite well:) im still in bestari class, i sit with one of my best friends - Yamuna, most of my teachers are still the awesome ones (what i mean is those who i can understand better;b) and and some personal stuffs are dealt with:D so yeahh, kicking off 2012 to a good start. only, i do wish SPM.. well, my emotions are mixed about this. heh.

next ! sehh. okay so im driven to type out a testimony of a miracle that i had just experienced today. well, i was walking to my mum's school, shes a teacher, and i guess its just about a ten minute walk. i was passing through lokyuk and nearing the gate of teknik (i think few knows this gate which lets me pass thru teknik to go to SMPerempuan) i saw a friend of mine sitting by the railing near the road. i could see that he saw me but avoided eye contact so i did the same. we used to be close, when we were NINE. hahaa. so yeah, i 'purapura tia nampak' him. haha. when i was about to enter the gate, the opening was small, sa pun ngam ngam muat. just before i stepped thru, i coughed to my right and suddenly i stopped in my tracks and when i look up there was a line of spiked fence hanging just above my eye level, literally 3 inches away from my face. of course, i jerked away but that moment was just so surreal. why in the world did i suddenly braked and looked up while i was coughing? well, of course, the world has nothing to do with it. it was no coincidence. no way man, its impossible to be JUST a coincidence. it is a MIRACLE. by Jesus Christ Himself, and i thank Him for everything that He's done for me.

God bless:)

final face-off.

2012-01-03T00:28:00.000-08:00

i admit, im pretty nervous going back to school tmrw. cause its my last year in all saints (cause im ruling out form 6, its super hard okay) and of course its my turn for the dreaded SPM. mm. i tried to hinder from thinking about it, but ofcourse everyone had to go around saying good luck. haiy. not that i dont need it;) i have faith in God, but not fully in me. well, to all the other form fivers this year, lets keep it all together and strive hard for our upcoming exam:D

moving on, lets talk about last year. gosh, so many things had happened. and praise the Lord for every single thing that has happened. well, to start off the year i went into the second class which is a total blessing because ill bet you a trillion bucks i cant ever survive in the first class. like hello, apart from my friends, everyone in there studies when the teacher isnt in class. THEY STUDYY. like seriously. == so yeah, in my awesome class, i get to learn so much more than the nine SPM subjects. yeayeahhh. jan jeles:b
and then and then one of the highlight of my 2011 is i get to join PPK = Persatuan Pelajar Kristian. thru this programme, i cant even begin to write the stuffs that ive learned. the experience that ive gained. the friends that ive made. the lessons that ive had. THANK YOU JESUS:D
thru the year, many things has happened. good and bad;) on january till feb i think, we had sports day. im so happy to join some events altho i didnt win any, hehehe. oh, and im super excited that i got 11th during cross-country for the upper form girls. teehee. saya bangga abis tu. hahahahahhaa !!
mm, then march, april - i cant really recall. i guess time flies by so fast. heh. then may. High School Conference. this year punya HSC jgn miss ah. SUSAN RAYMOND KAU MESTI PIGI. heeee. then june and july, nothing extra special:) august. Doa semalam suntuk ppk. it was an unforgettable experience for me to pray with the Holy Spirit. mm and then.. jeng jeng jeng ! Hong Kong !! personal family encounter with God there and then to China for a night:) ohyeah, spend the whole day of Malaysian independence day in Disneyland HK - awesome aite? (mnta puji kijap baaah;B) but it was scorching hot i tell you. heh.
then september came, our four siblings birthday celebrations:D hee. october and november, there was so many ministries and everything was wonderful. december? christmas with family<3

so to sum up my 2011? I LOVE JESUS CHRIST:)

in ranau:D

2011-12-21T03:18:00.000-08:00

haihello.
sorry for the lacking of updatess, i have no laptop okayy. and i dont get to use the computer much nowadays, my brother and sisters conquers everything. but im not complaining cause i still get to online my facebook thru my phone. teehee:)

well, first things first. SAYA HENSEM SUDAAAA HAHAHAHA, got my new haircut today:D oke, nuff bout that.. mm, school's reopening in two weeks, i am not readyy!

during the holidays, ive spent my time going to one camp to another. which was a lot of FUN! first to the kids camp, that was on 24th till 26th dec. i was the favorite teacher there, ESEHHHH. then on the 28th, Youth Camp at Nahaba! :D i miss it:( had loaaaads of fun, especially akitiviti lasak. oi, imagine kami dlm hutan jam 10.30am smpai 7.45pm. urg len 2 sesi seja, kami 3 sesi! AWESOMEEEEE yaww:) then of course, God spoke to me:) after that, on the 6th till 8th of Dec, went to Logos Hopes Teens in Mission Programme. i miss my friends from all over the world:( they're already in Singapore, may God bless them all:D mm, yeah so now im in my kampung. mumy's, going to dad's kampung tmrw:D

oraitz, thats it i guess. God bless guys !

shout outs:)

2011-11-09T23:02:00.000-08:00

so, tmrw's the much awaited day for most high school students except for the Form fivers this year. my prayers goes out to each and everyone of my friends who will be sitting for the exam on 14th.

Give it all you got, and may God bless you with wisdom and calmness. I believe you can do it with Jesus:)

moving on.. although tmrws the last day of school for 2011, i somehow feel a tingling sensation of fear. there's gonna be camp during the holidays, logos hope is coming, we're gonna enjoy some time in kampung, christmas celebration, carolling. and then. school's going to reopen and it will be my final year at all saints. and in just two months time, im officially a spm candidate. i know, i sound a bit irrational thinking all these stuffs when other guys my age are already enjoying their holidays. but, i just cant help it. i guess i inherited some of my mom's paranoia. haha. kiddings;b anyhow, im still gonna enjoy the holidays. aaaand, here is a big shout out to all readers ;

Enjoy your holidayss and to Form fives, godspeed for spm and well, its all in God's hands after all. JESUS BLESS;D

dissection and all:)

2011-10-25T05:27:00.000-07:00

so. hey. long time no see. anywayyys HAPPY DEEPAVALI to yamuna and the indians out there;) enjoy your kolam yeah? :)

okay so so, just now we dissected a frog. my team mates were fadz and azreena. it was awesome okayyy. its not that im heartless, i do feel sorry for the froggies but but.. ive said my prayers okay. and so we dissected the froggies. pictures are available in my facebook page, GO STALK HAHAHAHA freakkkkk.

you know my frog, which i think was the biggest among the frogs just now, was a bit naughty:b yesterday, after purchasing it at a chinese restaurant in inanam, we stopped by at a kedai runcit. the frog was inside a plastic where it kept on moving. my mum concluded that it wanted some air so i poked a tiny hole on the plastijc. suddenly its slimy hand got out and it fell on the ground at the shop. everyone kinda panicked, even me, but in the end i just touch the frog bare handed. heh.

so today the frog

its just me.

2011-09-14T04:46:00.000-07:00

yeah, i malas wanna blog. hehe.
cause i'm switching to twitter where i can online on my phone:)
hee. but im not gonna delete la. sayang ni. sehh.

okay, random stuffs.
i went to HongKong during raya hols:D
went to HK Disneyland during M'sia's Independence Day:D
had a massive problem back there but God proved He was listening:D
point is- it was a wake up call vacation ;D

okay okay, i really have lost the mojo to blog.
teehee.

passed with crawling colours.

2011-08-10T05:34:00.000-07:00

chemist seja laaa.

so, the three days of mind-blurring tests are finally over!yeaa:)i dont know why, but i just wasnt in the mood, so i practically crapped trough all the answers.heh.so, no chance of flying colours. heee.the good thing is, my parents dont have the slightest clue that i was having my test the last few days.hahahaa, the trick is this: if i pass, markah ok ok, i'll tell. if not, then ssshhhh. our secret:) sehh. mm. i wanna see rise of the apes oh. && cowboys and aliens. haaa. anyways i cant wait for next month. heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee:D

2011-07-25T05:27:00.000-07:00

I’m jealous of my parents, I’ll never have a kid as cool as theirs;)

like a boss! haha. anyways, updates. mm, before reccess in school today, it was quite moody in the class cause my two new seatmates were being such sleepyheads. huh. but after reccess me and yamuna went to buy new log books (cause my notebooks used till the last page! kudos! :D). and on the way back, bumped into carol. we talked for awhile buuuut, it was exciting. i got hyper somehow. back in class, the guys were feeling much awake so we talked random stuffs. and they say i talk in a monotonous voice which i kinda agree. haha so now i know, when im hyper i talk in continuous form and monotonous voice. weird, but thats just who i am. heh. okay thats it.

wait. Friday pa mciam nii? :O

in loveee,

2011-07-23T05:32:00.000-07:00

this song:)

its a nice song with nice lyrics and guitar and and i can totally relate HAHAHA. (i tend to talk continuosly when im excited and im excited becaaaaaaaause, sikirit:D teehee:B)

heh, okay next. mm, mum has been sick all week. dad went to singapore. so, i've been moving around in buses lately. school aand public buses:) i think that somehow proves that si tessa matang suda baaahXD okaaay. i just heard cheerings from the mamak rstraunt. i bet they're watching the Harimau Malaya play against Singapore. it was really loud, the cheerings i mean. heh. soo. im actally distracted by something else right now so bye:)

let's keep it short:)

2011-07-21T06:22:00.000-07:00

heeyyy;) life's being great. no lemon thrown except.. my memory card had to be reformatted:( all my pictures, songs GONE. poof. just like that. also my bookmarked verses:'(

forget about it. heh. so, yesterday the kadets bomba and kadets trafik kena suru brkawad under the scorching hot sun at 2-3.3o pm. imagine. buss, panaaaas. but somehow fun. hahaha. umm. ohyeaaaah. our class is undoubted the most complained class simply because we \m/ teehee. anyways, cigu anizan was tired getting all the complaints, he shifted our places by making us draw table numbers. haha. i am officially sitting behind everyone else. heh. thank God i have a pair of sensibly good eyes. now my two seat partners practically copies everything from me. sehh:b
umm. i guess that's it? well, actually there's a whole lot more to my life but i don't think you'd be interested. besides, look at ze title:b heh. bye then. tmrw prefects instalations, oh congrats to prefect friends and YEAYY carol for retiring:D

2011-07-13T05:55:00.000-07:00

yes, i truly wonder;)

so, hello again. today was a wake up call for me. im 16. i need to at least get a clue on what im gonna do with my life. in just less than two years, my high school life is ending. haaa. all my geng karas, kawan dan bukan kawan:B it was all bcause of the education fair. this time, i paid attention and i went to every single booth there is. heh. tingu, matang suda bah si tessa. sesehh! sikit laa:b so anyways, i took like 23916483 million gazillion brochures. haha. got two bags, a notebook and 3 pens:b hehe. it was fun overall. i've finally decided on the course im taking. sehh. so, concentrating on the subjects from now:) heee.

moving on, kokum! we had the club meeting today. there were two very experienced ladies from UMS who came to teach on theater. it was fun:D had some opportunities to act, kununnX) and then we were released early- supposed to go home at 4.30 but it rained so 4 we can go already. played a game of tag. bubut bubuuuuuuuuut~ heh. then walked to mum's place. mm. whatelse?

imwaitingforsomeonebutheonlyshowsupwhenimnot. pffstt.

bah, chaw.

i live by faith and not ny sight:D

2011-07-06T06:51:00.000-07:00

Faith is what drives me to keep on going:)

so, hey there.

hahaha. it's a picture from our school bazaar last saturday:) it was fun, my cakepops was yummeh. hahhaaa. i met my bestie, susan:D iloveher. sesehhh! haha. anyways, it was enjoyable.

hm. whatelse? oh. teda itu seja lah. heeee. chaw~

update then.

2011-06-22T06:19:00.000-07:00

mau cakap bangas pun, bangas laa. hee.

anyways, im just gonna write whatever that comes into my mind. so, bear with me:)

hm, i failed my physic paper! hahaa. with 4 more marks to pass, i can't do anything but be grateful. so, yeah, im counting my blessings.
and then.. wait. lets rewind the time. hee.
during the 2 weeks holiday, i had some serious fun you guys. awesome awesome time:D
on the sunday, i went to ranauuu, weeee~ and then i spent my tuesday packing things for the High School Conference. then on the wednesday, off to SM Lok Yuk for the first day of the camp. here's some pictures:)

spot mee~

HSC praise and worship team:D

i learned a lot. had my first witnessing experience. heh. got loads of new friends:D
okay, moving on. after the 5days camp, had one day off. lpas tu, round round kk sma kazen:) friday, went to visit my cousin's new house. also crashed at their place on saturday. on the laaaast day of the loooong awesome holiday, i thought to myself, "you need to go to sleep early!" suddenly si mumy cakap ada family gathering. saya ada cousin UK! whahahaa. bgga knu:b anyways, thats how my holiday went.

after the holiday, i got back my second exam papers and as i've mentioned earlier, physics was the spoiler:b and then, back to normality:)

okaaay, thanks for reading this far. whahaha. i know this is such an overdue post. tapi, sia sja mau update bah kunu ni. ukaii. byee~ God bless!

contradictions, hypocrite.

2011-05-05T07:12:00.000-07:00

The title is just something that I've been struggling with. I am a proud Christian, and I want everyone to know that I believe in Jesus. But sometimes, my way of living just does not reflect what God has taught me through all sorts of ways. I really want to do the best. Not for me, not for you, but for my dear saviour, Jesus Christ. So, here goes.

In this post I'm gonna share about my belief in Jesus. Please, if you've read my previous entries- especially during form1 and form2 posts, just know that I've changed a great deal since then. I rarely blog and if I do, its not that I've blogged the whole story of my life, and you just can't judge me by my posts.

Why out of the blue?
Well, I've been wanting to post about this for quite sometime now. But I just can't bring myself to it, cause i feel that i am not a good example for those who are still searching for His truth. But now, i'll just post it because i know, God has a great plan for you and for me.

Let me share a vision God gave me last Saturday at the PPK(Persatuan Pelajar Kristian) while a friend was sharing her problems to us. I suddenly imagined a house, a beautiful, mighty house. I was in the house. The house was well furnished, it was a nice, cozy home. and then a voice said in my head, "That's you Tessa." living comfortably in a nice house. Then i went downstairs, and there was food on the dining table. I was happy cause I realized someone cares about my welfare. The voice said to me, "Although you can't see me, I have provided you your meals." Then I felt myself struggling.
I asked God what is He trying to tell me.
I don't know how, but the vision became clear to me.
I was living in a comfortable house, which meant I am living under God's protection. He sheltered me with the house- I was living within His love. Then the meal served was God's blessings. Everyday, my meal, my sleep, my ability to do whatsoever is a gift, a blessing from God Himself.
Eventhough I can't see Him, I know it is Jesus. He provides me with all my needs because I am living in His presence- in the house.
Then, I visioned a drunk outside the house. Another man came, smoking. Then a few others, doing all sorts of bad things just outside the house. I felt disgusted and I wanted to close the door but God said to me "Tessa, bring them in. Introduce them to Me."
I felt deeply hurt that time. I felt I had done a sin to all those people outside. So i invited them in.
That's when I felt good inside. I can hear God saying "Tessa, this is what you ought to be doing."

To all the Christians out there, it is our job to let the whole world see how powerful God's love is. How can you invite them into God's presence when you lead a life that doesn't invite people? How can you shine for the Lord when you never seem to repent from your sins? I am not perfect, just like every human being alive. I am no where near perfection and that saddens me. But one can always change and in Jesus Christ, nothing is impossible.

amused:)

2011-04-20T05:27:00.000-07:00

so so so. peeps:D today was quite okay. hee. morning, teacher didn't come and we had to go to the hall for seating rehearsal(?) for the MAC tmrw. so we basically did nothing before reccess. got a little high in the hall, hahaha. after reccess, supposed to be chemistry but they said teacher anizan got mad yesterday- i wasn't there cause i was in SMK Agama Inanam. ohyaa! choral speaking. hahahahaha, we lost:b as always, Convent got 1st place. it was quite shocking Stella or KK High couldn't beat them. i mean, they weren't THAT good. buuuut, nvm. its all over, aand back to normal life which means no escaping class for choral practice. heh. anyways, during the competition ystrday, tcher anizan lost his temper. apparently, some people got kicked out of the class with their tables and all. haha. bahaya bah cigu anizan klau mngamuk.anywayss, after chem was maths. its not that i hate to have the principal as my maths teacher.. its just that she gives waaaay too much homework. so i guess, our "PLAN" must be put to action. hee. later when its all settled then i'll rant about it. right now, my sister wants to use the computer and i just dont wanna fight.

ehh, kokum was fun.to sum it up- smua pun jalan miring miring. haha:D

blank.

2011-04-15T22:21:00.000-07:00

yaw:)
its been a loooooong time since i"ve updated. heh. i"ve been busy lately - not to mention the internet was down untill last week. so, the last update i made was abt studying. mm, about my studies, i did pretty well on the first exam SEHHHHH. haha. but i am proud for not failing:D buuuuut, i doubt its gonna be the same on the second exam. with all the choral speaking practices, i've been missing classes. i really need to catch up on my sejarah and the worst subject that has ever existed- PHYSICS. i really need help on my physics. bikin stress.

other than that, my weekends this year are probably more jammed with activities than weekdays. like, seriously. on saturdays, i have been going to the library with my PPK(Persatuan Pelajar Kristian) Likas friends for a few weeks in a row now. then, me and a few church friends head back to church for sunday rehearsals. then on sunday, probably the busiest day of the week, i would go to church and then the Youth Celebration, then music class for a while followed by dance class. and usually at night dad comes up with a family activity.

despite all the busyness and all the tiredness, i am extremely enjoying my life.
i mean, thinking back on my past life.. i can probably sum up my life when i was form 1 and form 2 to be a quarter on the computer, the other quarter to be on tv and the last two would be on eating and sleeping.
wait-
KAU PAHAM KA? hahaha. sa pun nda paham ni. hahaha. lwak. tirip inggilish. hoho. vatevuas. chaw;D

se-ta-di.

2011-03-01T05:51:00.000-08:00

the title is how i pronounce study:b
--
todayyy, i slept during 2 periods of physics cause the teacher wasnt teaching.
it was such a perfect timing since i only slept at 12 smthg last night.
heh.
and then, came teacher anizan our class/chemistry teacher.
he was furious cause he received too much complaints abt us being noisy.
guess what was our punishment?
try lifting up your table 25 minutes straight.
oh, plus 10 times squatting up and down.
it was torture, but at the same time a very FUN experience.
HAHAHA.
and then the rest was fine, same thing.

todayy, i stayed back to surprise ego for his birthday.
plus, i studied a bit with liza and jennifer. HEEE;)
ego's suprise was okay.
at first, it wasnt cause they were late from the tuiton centre and we were like waiting and waiting and waiting with the cake and flour.
last last he came:D
we sang happy birthday then BUUUUSHHH threw water at him.
then the flour.
it was SOOOOO MUCH FUN.
haha!
nasib teda talur ni. heh.

kay, nights!

end of february.

2011-02-28T05:34:00.000-08:00

and its going to be march in a few hours.
which is also ELFINEIGO DONNYOLL DANIEL's BIRTHDAY!
~~and a little something we found out,its also bustin jieber's bday.~~

anyways, february was a great month.
and there are quite a number of friends who celebrates their birthdays this month.
great things has happened, to name one of them;
yesterday was my first time ministring as a guitarist:D
oh oh and also... BURLESQUE !!
heeee, its the current obssesion of our little gang ;)
ohya! choral speaking practices has begun.
we are gonna win this thing!
no more third place, cause its annoying.
hm.. whatelse?
i need to study. exam's coming up and i wanna do my best.
teehee.
okay, chaw.

life so far..

2011-02-21T23:39:00.000-08:00

SEPA CAKAP FORM 4 HONEYMOON YEAR?
~~sa tatak kau.~~

nobody should enjoy too much during form four. mesti se-ta-di. kaan, seniors? :b
still speaking about school, I FINISHED MEMORISING THE PERIODIC TABLE! i mean, the first twenty elements sja la. haha. so, just now cigu anizan gave us a test. we were supposed to write the electrochemical series and the periodic table. i was so confident thisssss. HAIHHHH. i totally forgot that the charge for aluminium ion is 3+ not 2+. ISHHH, just because of that, i got backslapped by cigu. HAHAHA. perempuan pun dia pukul joooo. guna buku la. heh. tapi dia tatap rawk:D ohyaaa, yesterday kaaan.. the first two periods supposed to be english subject but cigu hardizan negotiated with puan chai, so it was two periods add maths:D then then we gots maths. after maths reccess then add maths again. hahaha, AWESOME KAN? 6 periods straight for numbersss. siok la juga sap cigu hardizan paling siokk. heh. um um. sa blurr suda ni.

oh oh, sa jeles MSSD punya urg. HAHAHAHAHA. to be honest la:b

suka hati saya.

2011-02-16T01:48:00.000-08:00

you know when there's a total stranger saying hai in facebook chat? well, when it happens, the first thing i do is check out the person's profile. if i dont know him ( its usually a him, so yeah ) and i find him creepy in some way, i instantly unfriend him. HAHAHA, siok ni kadang kadang. but in someways, im the setupit one cause why the heck did i approve those bunch of people to be my facebook friends? there- GUILTY! HAHA.

moving on.. HOWS SCHOOL? mine went well, except for chemist when i freaked out when the teacher asked us to write the first 20 elements on the periodic table. i totally totally freaked cause i really didnt have a clue. TAPIKAAAAN, the textbook cover got some hints this, HAHAHAHA. so, yeah i basically CHEATED, vatevua:b and then was supposed to go see the hockey again but no transport, so went back instead. heh.

that's basically my day, what a bore it has been. HAH.

my head's splitting.

2011-02-14T22:57:00.000-08:00

and i hate it. family's heading to the swimming pool by the beach in half an hour, and im still undecided on whether to join or not. i really want to just relax on the beach, but i can't imagine myself doing so with this painful headache i've got. HAIHH. of all days, it has to be today. why?

anyways, sports? its done. and i ASDFGHJKL missed it. vatevuas.
Vday? nothing special, i guess. gots ferrerro rocher & toblerone, both form amigos:)
spent Vday at the hockey turf, HAHA. allsaints won, like duhhh. but still got one more match till the finals:) good luck to the hockey girls!

so, um. i got nothing else.

too much fun;)

2011-02-06T04:08:00.000-08:00

so, i was browsing through the photos from our trip on friday. HEH HEH HEH. we had wayyy too much funn, the pictures turns out umm.. how do i put it? EMBARASSING for public view. so, yeah. i have to filter before uploading. heee. okay, just wanna put a photo that my uncle took last year. HE HAS THE PHOTOGRAPHER'S TOUCH/SIGHT:D

ranau.

2011-02-06T02:20:00.000-08:00

had a blast with ze cuzzies on thurs,fri & saturDAY. haha. time jumaat, patut kami p magamas bah sana ladang.. TAPI last last kerja kami dri jam 12 smpai jam 4 mandi sungai ja. HAHAHA, lots of fun:D it's nice to enjoy in your OWN river. teehee;b anyways, ada juga bah tu gmbr gmbr, tp dlm phone. di manakah bluetooth aku? HMM>:E so, photos LATURR. heh. okay, then on saturrday. we went back from ranau in the heavy rain and heck, we saw 2 accidents. yg satu dkat lohan. masuk lungkang barabis. yg satu dkat nabalu kali tu. banar banar tabalik. HAHA. tapi, serius. ntah mcmna durg memandu. ishishish. lpas tu byak le bekas bekas tanah runtuh. i truly believe God was with us the whole journey:) aaaand,today! church:D i am old, no more PtR classes for me, heh. after church, went to Youth Celebration mass. only a few people came, mybe next week i'll bring some friends. hee. kirul?:b after the YC, had our weekly music class. AWESOMENESS:D
ukaii, itu ja la.

PERIODIC TABLE, MATAIII.

last day of january, first day of CNY holiday.

2011-01-30T23:54:00.000-08:00

although its not CNY yet, our school is already in holiday mood:D saya sukaaa. hee. anyways, si carol ada post gambar sukan sna blog dia. SAYA BANGGA, hahhahaa. tapi actually first first sa nmpk tukan, punya speechless. tapi, teda placing la juga. sap tu gambar 1st half punya run sja. yg other half sa tetau d mana sa. hahaha. anyways, sa rindu oh. teda suda acara sia:( hm. jap jap, sa pun upload la tu gambar. HAHAHA, tirip. biarlah, bukan selalu. cheeeeeeeeeXD ohya, sayg ijau tu ah. hahaha. mau jga.len kali, underestimate lagi urg len.

ULUNG.

2011-01-25T04:16:00.000-08:00

HAHA, leggatt paling ulung ahhh. haiyerr :B

ukeey, so today is the mini sport day in kompleks sukan likas for all saints. hm. i got events jg bah, TAPI no medals/ placing. HAHAH, siaaan. butul butul ulung bah kami buss. 110m hurdles,BIKIN MALUUU! tu cigu la tu, smbarang ja dia ltak nma urg ah. teda teda bah urg training. td tu la first time sa lumpat level upperform. EEEEEE. 100m, GILA BABI LAJU SI JULIE ANN. maaaaaaaaaaaaaan, jauh btul dia kasi tinggal. HAISH. 4x100 HAHAHA, no comment. so, itu ja event sa this year. mcm tia brapa siok pla this year punya sukan klau banding dgn last year. hm. rindu pula. HAHA.

tp apapun, im grateful for God has given me strength in everything that i did <3

exercise:D

2011-01-21T03:52:00.001-08:00

ok so, crita ni ari.. prjalanan sa yang sangatlah memenatkan. ok, p skul mcm besa.. then bfore rehat ada pj. actually prmpuan pya cigu teda tpi kami smangat btul kan, kami p juga join la d pdg. hehe, lari lari. and then, after rehat. KAMI KENA DENDAAAA, cigu sharil=____= lari back and forth sna padang dua kali. pakai segala pinafore, baju kurung, uni skul le tuu. HAIHHHH, pasal dua urg sja yg bcakap. truuuuuss, kami p servay. ada Persatuan Pelajar Kristian. sa sngt diberkati la sna, tu pastor ckp psl iman. dia kasi terang la mksud iman dalam konteks Kristian.

I : Intim dengan Tuhan.
M : Menyangkal diri.
A : Akui Tuhan.
N : Nanti-nantikan Tuhan.

:) anyways, after the meeting there in servay.. sambung jalan le. haha. dari servay saaaaampai stadium sa jalan kaki. hm. jam 2 lebih le tu, paling sejuk la. hahahah. lpas tu, smpai d stadium.. stengah jam gitu.. smpai kawan sa, kami training sprinting. PANAT BUSSS.

ok, sa itu ja crita utk ni ari. chaw:)
P/S : kalau nda phm yg IMAN tu, sila kemukakan soalan anda. (PUNYA SKEMA HAHAHAHA)

sedar la diri.

2011-01-20T05:54:00.000-08:00

so there's this annoying guy in my class. i seriously can't stand him. first of all, he makes these lame jokes like.. WHAT? everytime he makes a ''joke'' im just sitting there like..

not only me la, the whole class doesn't get his so-called funny remarks. so we just stare at him laughing so hard when there's nothing to laugh at.moving on, he thinks he's soooooooooooooo much better than anyone in the world. like yesterday, they were talking about religions. so i decided to butt in, cause i do like to talk about religions (it's kind of a way for me to let them know about the gospel, heee.) anyways, i was telling them.. "if christians are like this.." and he was like, "MANADA OHH, begini bah.. begitu la.. ini la itu la.. salah bah kau.." i just sat there, annoyed, saying yaka? then he's all " yeaaaa, i read this stuff. im sooo into this stuff you knoww, that's why i know so much.." HOW ANNOYING, he's not even a christian, & he reads about this stuff? dari mana la kunu? internet? tulunglah, banyak penipu juga sini ni. HAIIHHH.
bah, sa kasi le contoh aaaah. this morning, our civic teacher asked him his ambition. he said he wants to be a mathematic lecturer.

teacherhimhisfriend

so, [name].. bila besar nak jadi ape?
lecturer..
ohh, pensyarah apa?
maths.
okay, klas.. kalau nak jadi pensyarah sekurang-kurangnya ade ape?
masters!
no laa.
yaaa bah.
salah tu [name].. lecturer kena ade phD tau..
see?
*looks at his friend* no way man, i checked.
tu teacher say?
I GOT CHECK BAHHHH.

PUNYALA KAU CONFIDENT BTUL KUNU KAU P CHECK CHECK SANA, CIGU TU BUDU LA? KAU TELAMPAU PRO SUDA, SAMPAI CIGU PUN KAU NDA PERCAYA??
HAIYERRR KAMU TAU KA SAYA TAKANAN OH NI URANG, MANUSIA TEMBERANG, PERASAN PALING BAGUS DALAM DUNIA. tulung lah.

okay, last one. today. smpi sa mengencang bah sama dia. anywaysss, begini bah. it was add maths, teacher asked us to do the inverse functions. my final answer got negative sign, but in the book's answer sheet the final answer suda kena kasi positive.. so, i asked zulaikha if need to change.. she say the annoying guy told her no need. TAPI mana la kan sa percaya dia, sa p la tya cigu..

ciguhimzulaikhame

ciguuu..
nokuro tessa?
haha. cigu, yg ni jwapan bah, mesti kasi positive ka juga? ka kasi biar sja negative?
ohh,ini kannn, kau kasi begini *explaining the method*
bukan ciguuu! anu bah, jwapan dia mesti kasi positive?
ah? ohh, ya benarrr.
ha cigu? mesti kasi positive? nda buli negative?
ya benarrr itu.
ohh ok ok.
--
zuu, cigu bilang kan mesti kasi positive..
oh okay, thanks.
*checks zu's book* aii, why you put this? kan i told you no need.
nvm laa.
no need bahh.
sepa cakap?
cigu.
just now she got ask teacher..
ohh.. tadi sa tya cigu dia blang mesti positive..
(sini sa lek lek le ni)
manada, begini ja bah.
(ahh, ini yang sa panas, urg ok suda mau juga cari psal)
jadi cigu tipu saya la?
mana sa tau, dia check sa punya ok ja dia blang..
yla, td sa tya dia dia blang mau.
aku punya jawapan gitu dia nda marah pun.*turns infront*
ee, tya cigu laa.
[name], cuba tya cigu..
cigu, kalau jawapan begini boleh ka cigu? *shows his answer*
umm, nda berapa tu.. nda berapa..
ohh..
(sini pun sa lek suda)
nahh!
apa?
buli jugaaa.
nda berapa.
(last last, panas balik)
tapi buli juga.
yla, tp NDA berapa.. le pun, np kau suru zul jan buat? bukan tia buli..
its the same thing!
jadi napa kau larang larang urg mau buat bgtu?
its the same thing!
yla, tapi...
its the same thing!
kau dingar lu b..
its the same thing!!
babi kau, kaupikir kau pandai btul ka? balik la klas kau, bikin panas ja kau sni bah.
*shocked*

then he finally shuts up and turned around.SYUKUR LA, sikit sa p tempiling.

BIKIN PANAS KAN?

cross country.

2011-01-15T00:13:00.000-08:00

okay, update of the week.

monday - stayed back with carol the captain collier to see form ones run. heh.
tuesday - stayed back for upperform traning, we ran in the rain..
wednesday - went back home, mandi, tv, tdurrrrrrrr. haha. didnt get to online.
thursday - upperform practice again, ran for 100. did good. haha.
friday - stayed back and walked to servay for the Likas Christian Fellowship :D then went to church, dancing practice was at 8, slept at one. haha.

and todayyyyy, MERENTAS DESA. woots.
i am so proud to say i got placing! haha, eventho i didn't get any trophy, saya puas ati bah :B
God gave me strength, even when i felt like quitting.

okay, itu sja la. haha. actually, my week has been a lot of fun.. saya sja malas mau blog every detail.. haha.

kataguk my heart.

2011-01-07T04:18:00.000-08:00

because.. this morning a girl had a seisure right in front of us. freaking scary man. tapi, as ego & carol put it, experience. hahaa.

school went well, except for the fact that our class teacher didn't come and so we haven't got our workbooks & logbooks yet. haihh. mana bah cigu anizan ni? :/ okay,moving on.. hmm. i;ve got nothing.. wait.. OHHH. there's this guy in my class, timothy. he has a girlfriend, HAHAH unbelievable but yeah. anyways,this is what happened ;

timothyjagneshcalvinoliver

*talks*
HAHAHAHAHHAA, you stupid la!
whaaat?
ui, cal you look at this bah!
HAHAHAHAHA, this? you seriously wanna give her this??
ahhh,so stupid oh you.
why?
if you give young kids can laa..
she's a girl mahh..
budu la you!
that's the only thing i could find bahh!
*laughs*

i was laughing the whole time cause i saw the gift that he wants to give to his girlfriend.
you wanna know what was it?

kebodohan tahap gaban. girl dia 15 tahun, okay. bagus kalau ada tu earphone, tu susuga ja.

teda crita.

2011-01-04T00:56:00.000-08:00

i think i really have lost my mojo for blogging.

nvm,ill just give it a try. so,yesterday was the first day of school for 2011. i was placed in 2nd class, 4 bestari, imma bestarian for life :D there are 53 of us in our class, and today i noticed that i was the only pure dusun. adalah juga aryanne, dia kdazan. but seriously, most of my classmates are chinese. and malays. hmm. teda kawan ni mau mimboros, hahahaha. bgus kalau pandai. anywaaays, yesterday didnt really feel like first day of school. kami kena denda lagi tuuu, HAHA. paling manang bahh. today felt more serious cause most of the teachers gave us briefing for each subject. HAIIIHHH, i need to study harder. even yesterday during the assembly, Datin Lorna pointed out how our lazy-and-very-playful attitude won't help us pass spm. and then i saw in someone's profile, SPM = Sijil Penentu Maruah. aiyerrrrr. punyala sa ni, baaaru masuk f4 suda tkanan spm. hahahahaha,biarlah. tia buli juga malas malas.

bah ukaii, saya smpai sini ja la ah. habis crita sda ni. heh.

pulau & kampung.

2010-12-16T09:09:00.000-08:00

so,tomorrow.. wait,let me rephrase that -in a few hours im gonna be on a boat with my family to pulau manukan:) awesome,i cant wait. heeee. and then i'll be back in kk on sunday,and off to ranau on monday. woowee,si tessa hyper pagi pagi buta XD just one problem -i haven't packed my stuffs yet. hahaha. i've been busy cleaning my room today. guess what? i'm ready for school,heeee,upperform oh next year. tapikannnn,saya takut result. ahhhhh,6 days to go. yaiiiii,a lot of what if's going on my mind right now. bah bah,saya temau pikir tu barang. hyper balikk! haha,pulauuuuu~ yeahh,the last time i went there with the whole family was years ago. and i miss those moments. heh. ukaii,tukar topik. this year,our church didnt manage to go carolling. kinda sadd but i get that this year's christmas celebration has kept everyone busy. heh,i mean ada knfrnsi,natal SIBBKK,krismas kwsn,SIB Sayap,gaya christmas & tons of rehearsal nights. so yeah,you can imagine. wait,no,you cant. heh. but i did it all cause it's all to glorify God:)

bah,ukaii. sa p lyan facebook lu la. hmm,it looks like there are more people who chats with me now than time time ptang yg ramai urg online. haha:b

D.I.Y.

2010-12-15T10:11:00.000-08:00

first of all,siou teda update. haha,malas and no topic. besides,im pretty sure nobody really cares. heh,vatevua.

okay,so i have tons of felts at home. i really want to make some cute D.I.Y projects but i just dont know what. haihh. any ideas? umm,wait i googled some pictures.

i dont know what this is,this is easy but pointless. hmm.
THIS IS NICE. i can totally make this! maybe i'll give it a try.. in the spirit of christmas. heh.
this looks cute too! but what do i do with it? decorations? hmm..
okay,im officially making this:) hee,friendship keychains!

cousin's tumblrshop.

2010-12-08T22:38:00.000-08:00

http://fashionkillers.tumblr.com/

she sells mostly dresses here,a few tshirts.
just go on and check it out,kay?
orders can be made through the formspring or just ask me:)
hee.

P/S : siou teda update,sa buka jg ni blog tp sa teda idea mau tulis apa jadi sa kasi biar la ni membangas sikijap ah. heh.

hello december.

2010-11-30T20:33:00.000-08:00

how to follow.

2010-11-26T01:21:00.000-08:00

first,click the ADD button in your dashboard.

[click to enlarge]

then,insert the blog's url.

follow publicly okaii? :)

p/s : updates next week,going to Kg Sayap tomorrow. very busy being a Gibbor Gibbor :)

update.

2010-11-17T22:16:00.001-08:00

the past few days i've had time to online and i did. blame the lack of updates on the L word. LAZY. hahaa. besides,i dont know what to write about. i mean,the only excitement i have the past few days is when i go to church at night. on monday&tuesday for KKR and on wednesday for dancing practice. even today im just lazing around the house to wait for mum to come home and then off we go to the church. i cant wait! in the mean time,i just sleep till the sun is straight above our heads and watch tv & online. its a good thing i dont eat much nowadays. im waiting for some lame yahoo games to finish downloading. anyone knows good hacking program? :) i want to hack those stupid 60 minutes trial. in the mean time,im just gonna play pet society. toodles ;)

Wasaber.

2010-11-11T21:58:00.000-08:00

Okaii,sa tau la mcm lama suda sa join tu WSB punya barang. tapi yg sebenarnya kan,sa nda faham ni. haha. yang urg menang tiltle/badges/awards? trus sa p tingu la tu ari kan,dia blang 'to win,be an active member'. trus sa yg "apa macam la kunu mau aktif?" haha. bukan lah sa mau menang ka apa,tapi heran jugalah apa macam kena pilih tu award winners smua. mcmna drg aktif,apa durang bikin? haha. jap. sa sdg mencari la ni sna blog WSB,kalau kau tia tau apa tu benda,pg tekan tu banner besar2 dalam column "links." :)

ishh. sa pun tetaulah. haha. umm. okay so sepa sepa wasabers yg blogwalking p tempat sa,silalah share2 maklumat ttg WSB tu. okaii? ponsikou:) sikarang sa mau cari lagu lagu dusun. sa mau download. apa sites yang ngam mau cari lagu lagu yg aramaii tii ? hahaha, semangat suda sa besabahan sni ni. nahh kan,merepek suda. haha. ohyaaa,sa ingat tu last year ka bla cousin sa kasi dingar lagu baha tungau. okaii,jap sa p search. eeee eee,sa jumpa blog dia! haha. http://bahatungau.blogspot.com/ :)

bah,sa kasi sampai sini sja la ni post. jangan lupa respon ah. haha.

prank calls.

2010-11-10T02:26:00.000-08:00

On Sunday :)

victimmecathlynernatherestofthegang

bah call la,laju.
kijap bah.
skrg connect saya!
okaii.lek.
sudah?
sedang..ada?
ya.
ko?
ok,ada suda.
jaaap,sa call dia.
*phone trouble
alaa,jauh jauh kita.
kau sana,sa sini!
okaii okaii.
kami?
bebagi kita
kamu ikut durang.
sa cakap ah. diam diam.
ok ok. hehehe.
*dialling the victim's number
hello?
Selamat petang,maaf mengganggu..
sepa ni?
Oh,ini dari Jabatan Pelajaran Sabah.
*silence
Betulkah ini [full name]?
uhh. iyaa.
Pelajar tingkatan dua dari SMK [school's name]?
ya. napa?
Kami mendapat maklumat anda telah meniagakan soalan-soalan bocor.
hah?
*laughing
Betulkah?
apa?betul apa?
Betulkah anda terlibat dalam meniagakan soalan-soalan bocor?
*short silence
tida . . .
*blur
Jadi..
*laughing
*hung up & laughed HARD.

**

2nd call went like this :

*connected to friends,dialled the victim
Selamat petang,maaf mengganggu.
*noisy
hello?
ah?
Betulkah ini [full name]? Pelajar tingkatan dua dari SMK [school's name] ?
kelas apa?
Maaf,kami belum menyiasat perkara itu.
oh.
Kami mendapat maklumat bahawa anda terlibat dalam menjual soalan-soalan bocor.
sepa cakap?
Kami telah mendapat maklumat daripada seorang pelajar Lok Yuk.
Lok Yuk? sepa?
Itu adalah sulit. Dia telah mengaitkan anda dengan seorang pelajar SM All Saints.
hah? All Saints?
ya. Saudari.. [full name of a friend]
ha? [name of the friend] ?
ya. adakah anda mengenali saudari ini?
tida kenal. perna nampak.
*LAUGHING
jadi betulkah anda berdua terlibat dalam meniagakan soalan-soalan bocor?
*noises from victim's background
kijap kijap. ada urg gila sini ni
Maaf. Saya sangat serius tentang perkara ini.
umm.. sorry miss.
*LAUGHING
*silent laugh Betulkah anda terlibat?
manada.
Tetapi kami mempunyai bukti yang menunjukkan..
apa?
Itu adalah rahsia.
*silence
*awkward silence
Okay,kami akan menghubungi anda untuk perbincangan lanjut.
ok.
*hangs up
LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH

we played victim some more. then we decided to prank another friend of victim.in the end,we were busted. at first victim didn't know who did it,victim just knew victim was played. we confessed,and well.. i can say we're kinda friends now. haha. anyways,victim was like "punyala kamu..lamas oh..ee,tekejut sa ni bah tadi. takut suda saya tu.." conclusion? we are awesome prankers :)

oh and yesterday me and cathlyn pranked erna & jv using the public phone when we were staying back.it was HILLARIOUS XD watch out,you just might be next.

SEHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Mac

2010-11-08T03:07:00.000-08:00

i wanted to go to school today. unfortunately,i forgot to turn the alarm on. what happened was i woke up waaaaaaaaay earlier, 4.30-ish. i went back to sleep. next thing i know,the bus had left :/ so,i missed the lawatan ke cita-cita learning centre :( nvm,it's kinda good. cause when i saw a picture in sandra's tumblr,ada someone i really don't like. sooo,yeahh. besides,only neanna & catherine went. instead of going there for.. actually i didn't know what we were going there for. hmm. anywayss,today i only lazed around. three tabs were on my mozilla page the whole time - facebook,tumblr,and blog :) so,i was viewing other people's tumblr when i came across this real funny tumblr. reblogged so many posts UNTILL. i saw a picture saying that Jesus doesn't exist. and when i scrolled some more,there were a lot of jokes about Jesus. NOT COOL. without hesitation,i unfollowed that person. that was sooo annoying. i mean,if you don't believe in Him,at least give some respect to those who do. punyala. buhh,biarlah nanti jilat ludah sndri jg tu :B teehee. ohya. dad's office made him choose between a brand new Mac Air or Mac Pro. from the start i had recommended the Mac Pro,i dont know why but i just did. but dad had the Mac Air in mind,considering the Mac Air is only 1 kg-ish & he travels alot. the other day,we went surveying computers in karamunsing. after the salesgirl explained how Mac Air's capacity is really compatible to it's small size and light weight,Mac Air had more cons & Mac Pro more pros. in the end,daddy decided to get a Mac Pro,bcause the only flaw he sees is the weight. so today,he brought home a brand new Mac Pro. i am so zelos. nvm. i'll get my own lappie when my 7A's are confirmed,SEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. vatevua,a little faith won't hurt will it? :)

banyak story.

2010-11-07T05:20:00.000-08:00

okayy.i haven't updated in a while (buhh baru 3 ari,bukan ada yg kisah) so,what i've been up to? lots. on friday.. we went to watch Megamind 3D in Suria,it was funny mostly. but,unlike most cartoons,i think this one has too many twists. still,it was a really good movie :)
on saturday,woke up pretty early,around 8ish. lazed around and waited for mum to come home so we can go salon to wash&blow our hair. OH! i forgot to mention,dad got a couple of tickets to go to the Patron's Club Dinner in Sutera Harbour. dad said he wants to give me a chance of going with mum. so i did. the only reason i did was bcause i like Syafinaz. y'know? pengkritik AF & One in a million tu bahh. ish. anyways,she performed yesterday and it was super AWESOME. SANGAT SIOK BUDU.the food was okay,appetizer was real cold and yuck. sory bah,sa nda besa makan makanan urg kaya. the soup was yummeh. yg len besaaaaa ja. so many funny things happen this. umm. OH YAAAA, i drank wine. muahahahaha. tapi sikit ja la. mummy won't let me drink so much just because there's so many ppl there =_= to sum it up in 3 words - it was fun :) teehee.
today,same old drills,church went to PtR,went to lunch,back to church for tambourine class. after class we had a rehearsal for a big upcoming event. there was nothing much for us to do cause our teacher couldn't come. so ,we went outside and pranked a few friends. effin funny man. we all loooove dG campus. free free kami kasi main urg. haha. lawak buss. X)

Again about the dinner.... ,
i cannot find the my favorite videooooo! WHERE THE HECK DID IT GO?! =_=
ahhh,NVM i'll just post some pictures.

fooling in the toilet :B

ze' dress.
babat jo >:l

spot the freakiness. X)
apa barang Sutera bgini. ish ish ish.
ze' menu.
nama ja fancy,besa ja rasa =_=
desserts,yummeh :)

okaii,off now. school tomorrow :O

muruku.

2010-11-04T21:27:00.000-07:00

first of all, HAPPY DEEPAVALI people:) yamuna owes me some muruku! X)

okayy..yesterday i had all the time to update,its just that i didn't know what to talk about. hee. so,yesterday when elssa was telling me things,she mentioned that she could do baby-freeze. my little 9 year old cousin who happens to be adel's classmate showed-off his moves to them. so,elssa learnt how to baby-freeze. elssa said 'senang ja tuu..' so i was intrigued. OH YEAH I CAN BABY-FREEZE. haha,its so lame i know,but c'mon im fat man. still,i can lift my body only supported by my head and hands. ain't that crazy? hmm. guess not. okay,next! mum bought a sewing machine! like finally.. but the simple,black and gold one. y'know? the old school sewing machine? uhh,nvm. so anyways,she was sewing last night so i stayed up cause i wanted to see the whole thing. she was making a little dress for thea. all of us watched tv,i forgot what show. then daddy came home,he browsed the channels and we watched "There's Something About Mary" i've watched it a few times now,but i loooooove it. all time romantic comedy movie for me! :D umm. we watched it till the end,tau tau jam 1.28 pagi suda. HAHA. dad's reaction was like "nahhh,habis.. tidur kita,tidurr.. ehh?! JAM 1 . 28 SUDA? TIDUR MARI MARI! " hahaha,i know you dont get the humour. it was all in his face,yaww. X) okay,the dress was finished,and now its officially thea's new favourite night gown. haha,kiut ni. now,everybody's getting ready for the cinema. Megamind,here we come! :)

talents.

2010-11-03T00:44:00.000-07:00

sooo,rambles about today :) only julie,catherine,ego,zulaikha,mahirah and i were present today. i mean,from our gang. i thought wow,booooring =_= then redzuan came to class and asked around for people to participate in a newspaper-cutouts-scrap-book-making competition. nobody was interested of course. teehee. then he came again,we were forced to join =_________= so we headed up to the library,and when we got there there were no newspaper. the only group there,redzuan's group had brought their own news. two more groups from other classes were also forced to represent each's class. so,only redzuan's team had the news,decorations and papers. the library teacher decided to help and she let us use the library's news. she also provided A4 papers for us :) i really think we have a chance of winning,HAHAHA. well atleast runner-up or 3rd place! first place should go to redzuan's group,their's was real nice. BUT. you have to remember,we had NOTHING. except for mahirah's pink ribbon,she said it was pure coincidence. so yeah. then we went to eat during the upper form prefect's reccess cause we missed our reccess. after that went to class for awhile,teacher margaret gave us a crossword. then we headed back to the library for All Saints Got Talent Competition. it was.. okay,i guess? no comments here,im just gonna gossip with my friends. teehee:)

skipping school tomorrow :D

livin' my life.

2010-11-02T02:54:00.000-07:00

todays better than yesterday although we did practically the same things. i brought my collection of special rubik's cube:) if i can get my hands on the camera,i'll upload some pictures just for the pleasure of showing off. SEHH. nda bah,sa upload untuk kasi tayang la bah keminatan sa main rubik pelik pelik. ehh,MINTA PUJI. haha,vatevua :B okaii,next. we gave our text books back today,but i forgot to bring history so i'll have to sort out everthing tomorrow. =_= umm. we played batu seremban again,i dont know why but i think its a really cool game. i wonder who's the genius behind the game? hmm.. ohyaa! we also played a few rounds of UNO STACK,which was real fun. i tumbled the stack once. they say i was the one who made the game harder which was fun! :D i played chess with yamuna,the chess master and obviously duhhh,i lost. haha. but it was quite close,SEHHHHHHH. X) oh oh,about the pembaca berita competition thingy,i managed to wriggle out of it while ego's joining. teehee ;) oh oh funny thing! ared had a plastic cockroach and he was like trying to scare us when we walked past him. jacq was shocked,she made a face -HILLARIOUS! then when we were outside of my class,we saw ared showing the cockroach to teacher perng. punyala si perng! HAHAHA. she was like "ew ew, ee ! sial punya ared ah!" HAHAHAHA,PRICELESS MAN.

i just realized..

2010-11-01T02:59:00.000-07:00

i have another blog where i used to do surveys and tags from my friends. here's one!

Answer Question based on these:D

2. Mother's & Father's middle name.
3. Grandpa's name from both sides.
4. First 3 letters of last name, first 2 letters of first name.
5. Favorite color, favorite animal.
6. Middle name, town you were born.
7. Add 'the', 2nd favourite colour, favourite drink.
8. First 2 letters of first name, last 2 letters of last name.
9. Current pet's name, current street you're living.
10. First pet, street you grew up on.
11. First 3 letter of first name & add izzle.
12. 2nd letter of first name, 3rd letter of last name, first 2 letters of middle name, last 2 letters of first name then last 3 letters of last name
13. Black, the name of one of your pets
14. Name of favorite perfume, favorite candy

--~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~--

1. Your Real Name: tessa deidra jamili nais.
2. Witness Protection Name: Baby Nais.
3. Nascar name: George Nais.
4. Star Wars Name: Naite
5. Detective Name: Black dog.
6. Soap Opera Name: Deidra KK
7. Superhero Name: The Red Water
8. Fly Name: Tena
9. Rock Star Name: Gitom Kingfisher
10. Porn Name: Twinkle Likas
11. Gangsta Name: Tesizzle
12. Iraqi name: Eidesaais
13. Goth Name: Black Gitom
14. Stripper Name: Prucelle Dynamite

=__________________________________=

november

2010-11-01T01:12:00.000-07:00

time flies by so fast,it feels like just yesterday we all went out of st agnes primary school.

okaii,ni ari mau blog dlm bahasa ibunda. SEHH. tadi d skul,perhimpunan teramat lah panjang =_= nasib ada yamuna dpan sia,bikin kacau kacau. haha. cigu walter kasi umum yg teda sukantara,kena tunda p bsuk sap tu padang basah. happy tu happy la juga,tapi teda lah kerja kami spanjang hari. last last gila keboringan. haha. mula mula kami test test tulisan tangan kiri (kalau yg kidal,test tangan kanan). SAYA PASS TULISAN KIRI OKAII :D si ego kena suru jumpa puan yue,kena suru ikut camping. eeee,sa mau juga da tapi sangat short notice. bayangkanlah,pagi pagi drg suru daftar,nanti jam 4 ptg mau jalan suda. odoii giaa,kalau tida tu lama suda sa join oh. ee. biarlah. tia lma lpas tu cigu fung cari sa sma ego sma bbrapa urg le. blang dia kami kena pilih ikut p'tandingan jadi pembaca berita. saya bangga mengatakan,kami dapat ESCAPE:) teehee. lpas tu balik le p klas. d klas sa kasi kluar origami instructions daddy bawa dari jipun. sa sja yg semangat membikin origami. haha. drg main kapal. tba tba cigu abdullah masuk klas,dia bagi kami teka silang kata =_= cpat ja kami siap trus drg sambung le main kapal tarabang. trus cigu marah,last last si jacq punya kapal kena suru buang. hahahahah.lpas cigu kluar,drg sambung le main,lucu nii. trus last last boring suda drg terbang terbang tu kapal. kami tingu tu kegilaan drg lelaki sna dpan,trus kami boring,kami nyanyi. punyala,daripada lagu gaga pg lagu glee tba tba lagu budak budak. then kami men skjap tu yg pas pas tangan. then sa kasi bulat bulat tu kertas origami,kami main batu seremban. c jacq kalah,tia puas hati dia ni. bsuk re-match tapi guna batu la,bukan krtas.

tidakkah hari ini boring?

SIB Lobou.

2010-10-31T06:36:00.000-07:00

so today's the day:) the teens from SIB Lobou came! they were friendly people,well atleast the older ones. most of them were primary 6s and form 1s. they were shyyy,but soo adorable this. especially laura,sooooo kiuuut :B haha. so start from the morning. went to church early,mum was leading praise and worship while elssa danced. got holy communion then 2 more worship songs then off we went to Pusat Pelayanan for the 1st rehearsal ever. haha. the song leaders were joel,erna,gabriel and me:b the practice went well,although it was kinda though to manage the others who werent involved =_= the choir was quite awesome since we did only get a few practices :) teehee. after we finished rehearsing one round,some went home some stayed. i stayed! we chatted a bit then erna and i and some other people went to servay for food. well atleast,venissa and i went for food,erna went for drinks. the rest? they wanted to go to the cyber =_= haha. went to servay for drinks. y'kno,everytime i go there,i always remember the times when my school friends and i went there and ran around and got shushed. haha,good times good times.paid up the drinks and off to hunt for food. last last i felt lazy so decided to buy KFC snack plate. venissa tapau-ed food from the kdai kaling. then we went back to church and ate there. then we headed to PP again for the 2nd and last rehearsal. we waited for a while then pastor winney asked us to line up outside to greet the people. when they arrived,they had to wait for one more car. so i talked a bit with them,especially with audria,cause she's a friend:) after everyone arrived,we went in the building and things went smoothly :D except when i was leading, i didnt know how to end. =_____________= ahhh,nevermind. then everything after that was really great :D i'm real glad. i hope we can do this another time. teehee! okay,got to catch some sleep.

bsuk sukantara :O

dance.

2010-10-29T18:31:00.000-07:00

so yesterday performed the anggalang & sumazau dance:) all went well,eventhough there were mistakes here and there. but still,all went well :D next year,i will officially join GSB. ohyeahhh. okay,lets talk about the other performance. sandra's,last year was better. but i salute her for being brave and did not run off the stage even when she forgot the lyrics! and then HSM dance,they were really into it,it was freaking nice man. after that,scarlette sang. umm. okay kali? and then got the karate people do karate stuffs. they broke some tiles. amirul was injured,he got off the stage,hands full of blood. cool man. haha. durang bilang tu darah pancut pancut le. punyalaaa smart. haha. 4 urat d tgn kanan dia putus. aduhh,punya sakit. but the other guy say he broke the tile the wrong way. nasib tangan. amirul also broke a piece of tile using his head,luckily no injuries there. moving on,there's the dance from interact club. after them,singing performance by annabel and sazzy. gagaran buss. XD then annabel with jonathan,anna's voice okay la wei. and then jonathan sang solo,ugh. im bored of his performances. haha. then the form fives,aina's voice la bah rockk. then form 6. the best singing performance,budu punya gila smartt. first,a solo by vellay(?) then duet with farrah. if im not mistaken. paling lawalah ah. and then the last one,a modern dance routine by affy,randy,mackenzie,hanis and saimon(?) . it was awesome. umm. then we stayed back,talked with friends:D

ohyaaaa,thankyoucarolynacyriljosue:)
(tu fries 15rggt)

pucet,

2010-10-27T03:51:00.000-07:00

so today,i planned to go to the library instead of doing the mural. tapi last last sa rsa guilty jga sma c anas. so,mural juga la. tu cigu ada ckp,ni ari cat suda tapi sblm tu mau siram lu tu dinding. so drg pg la cari baldi and isi air.suda tu kann,drg siram la d dinding tu. & then drg tia pandai bah,i mean tia kena yg d atas. so sa tulung la,siram punya siram,t'siram sampai limpas tu dinding. blakang tu dinding tu rumah org tua. punya tu satu perempuan kepanas kena tu air sana! b'teriak teriak dia -''I'LL TELL THE PRINCIPAL! STOP! ELDERLY PEOPLA ARE WALKING HERE!" PUNYALA KAMI PUCET! sial. kami yg t'diam skjap then "sorry,sorry.." trus dia marah2 le kann,dia p yg d siring tu dinding dkat pagar. dia tingu kami kan,dia marah2. trus kami kstau la mmg itu kja kmi,trus dia blang "GO TAKE A LADDER! CANNOT DO THIS!". saya la bah paling pucet,sa yg siram tu air. budu. sa rsa dia pikir kami main main bah tu,sap ktawa ktawa kan. palui. haihh. lpas tu,kami b'hati hati la kunu suda. budu bah jga tu cigu,bukan dia jaga kami. ntah p mana tu.time reaht pun kami pucet juga ni. lpas suda siap makan tu kann,teda suda bah tmpt duduk so kami p duduk dkat bengkel la. skali cigu cynthia dari kantin teriak teriak. trus drg achilles tiiiiiingu kami. punyalaaa,pucet trus ni,kami b'diri trus jalan p tennis court. TAU TAU,drg achilles pula yg kena marah. HAIIIIH. kin kuyak sja. abis rehat, kami p tya cigu,dia blang tggu kering baru cat. trus suda kering tukann,p la kami minta cat. dia blang tmpt cigu ini la itu la. skali tingu tu cigu ada kursus =_= punyala. trus last last datang suda tu cigu kann,TIADA PULA. babi btul oh. trus tedalah kerja kami. mlepak ja kami sna kantin sampai pulang.buat buduh.
lpas tu sa stay utk latihan GSB. saya mau blajar gooooong! :D
oh oh,bsuk cuti tapi sa p skul X)

buruh paksa.

2010-10-26T04:20:00.000-07:00

did i mention we have a sex talk this whole day? well guess what? we skipped it! awesome right?

NOT. we actually signed up to paint mural near the tennis court. we went there,happy cause we werent gonna listen to random people talking about sex. we were excited to start painting,but when we got there it was like - HAH?BURUH PAKSA KITA NI! we were told to scrub the dirts off of the wall. budunya. siok le d library oh,atleast ada aircon buli tidur le. bsuk,namau le p mural. vatevua lah tu. find new people! =_= so yeah,all day long we stood and scrubbed the wall like om. bagus kalau ada shade! haihh. and then the teacher didnt show up untill last minute.
haiyah,kin panas ja.and then we stopped and chilled in the canteen.
suddenly c carol suru sa mnari untuk persembahan Giat Seni Budaya.
mula mula tu tia mau la kann,lama lama sa pikir macam siok pla. so,iya iya ja la. blajar jaa:) tadi tu,olivia yg ajar kami.. anggalang. eh? ya. anggalang. prmpuan sja tu. sa d tgah ni -keburukan jadi tinggi =_= biarlah,skjap ja. ehe. lpas tu patut menari sumazau papar bah tu. tapi kami kmi kuat main kann,trus si olivia nda yakin. kcewa tu laki laki smua,sap itu ja drg bljr. haha. so bsuk kami blajar pattern sumazau penampang le. penat oh.tapi siok:D

quick one.

2010-10-25T01:01:00.000-07:00

todays the first day of school for the form threes after 2 looong weeks of holiday:) i know right,awesome kan allsaints? :D so,yeaa i thought coming back to school was gonna be fun,chilling with friends in class. it turns out that for the last 4 weeks of this year schooling term, we have loads of activities. for example,tomorrow,the whole day we got sex talk. hahahaa,SERIOUSLY. =_= haihhh,and then the book must buy,freaking 15 ringgit oh! =_= when the school has nothing planned for us,kena kasi cuti ni. palui. bagus tepayah trus. tapiii,tepalah. last 4 weeks as lower forms. teehee!

okaii,badminton time! :D

raw or cooked?

2010-10-24T06:04:00.000-07:00

although i slept at 1 yesterday,managed to wake up early today:D went to church,we arrived abit late today. i went to PTR class,and we had a practice for next week choir performance. eeeeeeeeeee,i cant wait! next week,teens from SIB Lobou are coming :D umm,so yeah. anywayss,after church dad asked where to eat. since dad didnt have the time to buy anything from japan,he said 'marilah makan makanan jipun'. hee,so went to CP (cause its the nearest & got train,HAHA) and ate some sushi. i only took one plate from the train. i dont know what its called but its rice,wrapped with raw salmon with fish eggs on top. wasabiko something? haha. it was goood. yumm. and then ordered a set -soup + rice + toufu + cucumbers + cooked salmon. i compared the cooked and the raw salmon. the raw one tasted better:) and then headed to Bata to look for jogging shoes. i got a new one,mummy and dad each got one too:D then,they dropped me off at the church again cause i had to attend the tambourine class.after that,dad picked me up at four. decided to play badminton with sister for a while,and then in the spirit of having new jogging shoes,dad took us to tasik:D everyone jogged - even my little sister thea. for a very unfit family,we did OKAY. dad jogged 5 rounds,mum 2,elssa 1,adel 2 and thea 1. oh, i circled the lake four times. dad said 1 round one km,so like -4kilometers? freaking awesome man! had some icecreams and then here i am.

BSUK START SKUL. OHYEAAAAAAAAAAHH.

guitar freak.

2010-10-23T02:52:00.000-07:00

for the past few days,old childhood friends seems to be catching up. i miss the good old times in st agnes. and all the friends who made every second memorable. hmm,i wish someone would set up a real reunion. tapi,sa ckap ckap tu,sa tia mau bikin ahh. nanti kena suru sponsor,manada duit. ehe.
okay,moving on. today i was supposed to go with ego they all go round2 1b. but dad's coming back from japan after a week,and we were going to fetch him. BUT (yes,there's a freaking but there) his flight was delayed. so mummy decided to bring us to kk. the plan was for her and elssa to go shop for some fabrics. and im just gonna hang out in the library,reading:) yes,yes i like to read:b ehe. but,that plan had an unavoidable flaw -the library was closed. =__= vatevua. punya buruk tu. haihhh. syukur drg mummy blum jauh. so i managed to catch up,we went for a drink and off to hunt the fabrics. i helped a GREAT deal:D ehe.

oh oh i forgot to mention. we fixed the guitar! HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~ yes,i play the guitar. still a rookie though,teehee. i managed to learn a few simple numbers from youtube but for the plucking i cant really memorise cause i dont have the freaking first string. now its fixed,im so thrilled to learn new songs :D any good songs to play with acoustic guitar? hmm.

layout.

2010-10-21T04:23:00.000-07:00

yeayy! changed my layout:D i likeyy,pastels! haha.
okehh. itu ja la:b

oh wait. blum ada link wsb.

talks.

2010-10-20T20:13:00.000-07:00

okaii,since i just signed up for the WSB (teehee) i think today i'll blog in malay. dogo sabahan version:B

so,tadi mumy bwa p pasar. pasar yg sna damai. sa pikir pasar yg mcm sna ranau la knun kann,skali yg teda teda bah. haha,pasar la bah kira tapi kici la. anyways, kami beli ikan,murah ni bah sna. byangkan tu ikan tagagayoh (ahahaha) 16 ringgit ja. trus trus,kami nampak tu organ organ kan,adala jantung wogok. HAHA. trus si mumy kasi crita la yg dulu ada cousin sa p beli organ organ haiwan and then buat ujikaji sndri. skarang dia dukutur sudaaaa. nahhh. haha. men siok tu bgitu. tapi sa tia jga p ambil la,sap mlas sa mau kasi bersih nanti lpas bedah bedah. haha. lpas tu kami beli sayur. ada timun kici btul ni,kiuuuuuut. hahaha. outtt. ada ribena punya buah le. ehe. umm. trus p makan mee sup ikan,SADAAAAP ;b

time makan tu,becerita la kmi psal family. sa sgat bingung bah actually mcmna kaitan sma cousin cousin sna kampung. i mean, yg sa tau la kalau nmpk muka,ada kaitan la bah. nama pun yg sa tau nama kampung ja,tia tau nama btul btul ni. ish ish. besalah bah juga kalau besar kluarga and then jarang balik kampung kann. le pun kalau balik kampung,bukan sa pandai bersosial. HAHA,sumbung kali durang ckap sa tu. pdahal urg malu. ntah apa jga bah sa mau malu tu,kluarga juga. ee,palui oh. mmg sumbung oh. bah bah,note to self : mesti friendly:D
rindu oh balik kampung. ranauuuuu~

baahh,itu ja la update ni kali. bye:)

pshycopath.

2010-10-19T21:27:00.000-07:00

i want baby animalss. yesterday while playing badminton outside,suddenly a neighbour came up to us. she told us her cat just gave birth to five new kittens! siam le tuuuu! ahhhh,imagine cute cute baby kitties at homee:) but have to wait till dad's home,bru bincang lah. but my cousins in papar just had 3 cute kitties too. siam jugaaa! :D but but the only male is black -and my sister keeps calling it 'hangus'. ee ee ,kiuuuuuut. ;)
but you know what? what i really want is a puppy. doesnt really matter what breed actually,i looove doggies:) yeah,im a dog person. but cats aint that bad:) i'd still choose a dog from kampung than a high-trained siamese cat tho. but there are no puppies available right now. at least,not for free. HAHA.

okay. moving on,pshycopaths. i just watched a movie - Buried. its not a real movie tho. its more like someone edited home videos and broadcasted it on tv. anyway,the story's about a pshycopath who kidnapped 5 friends and buried them alive. they were curtis,wylie,rick,sage and rebecca. it was kinda freaky you know. umm. okay,logging off now.

is it just me,or nobody's updating? hmm.

Land below the wind,

2010-10-17T06:19:00.000-07:00

i think Sabah should be given some kind of award because,truly, Sabah represents the true meaning of 1Malaysia.

i mean,just have a look ;

see what i mean?

i love Sabah :) and i remember sometime ago this dude in facebook was trying hard-REAL HARD to put us Sabahans down. well guess what,it made us unite even stronger. i remember reading comments from other pissed off Sabahans and everyone agreed with each other. it was nice to see how united Sabahans really are. just from the way we talk-to the way we eat & to the way we dress. shallow-minded people from other states (i have my share of annoying peninsular people trying to put shame on Sabah)are always trying to find something and trying to get us arguing. leave us be,we Sabahan love each other :D

sports and stuff.

2010-10-14T18:22:00.000-07:00

so yesterday i wrote something really serious. i guess today im just gonna lay back and enjoy writting instead of expressing deep hatred. ehe.

okay,so i went to check out on carol's blog,and she mentioned how she missed sport,and i realised i do too.
i know it might be a shock that someone like me would enjoy sports,especially running. haha. i get it,when i say sports people always assume im only into shot put or javelin. when i tell them im gonna run,its just so obvious the shock on their faces.

YEAH,IN YO FACE,FAT PEOPLE CAN RUN.

haha,kiddings :D but when i say run,i mean not run to win. HAHA,i can never win :B but STILL,im not always behind,i can outrun one or two skinny arses. HAHA. punyala gila perasan. anywaaaays,as ive said - i miss running. the thrill when you get from running is just fun,waiting for the whistle to blow,the wind against your face,trying to catch up the fast runners ahead of you-TO NO AVAIL OFCOURSE. well,for me that is:) and i love that i can throw out some excess fats. wee,what a bonus:D haha. now im just a fat-arse getting fatter,EW.
i would love to go jogging,HONESTLY. but i dont have anyone to accompany me. HAVENT YOU HEARD? the dead body of a nurse was found somewhere in kfsher. yeah,i live in freaking scary kfsher. huh. there's always thieves or rapists or killers or pilaks walking around the area of kfsher. its never safe to go anywhere,even if the shops are just 2 minutes away from my house. so yeah,REALLY NOT SAFE TO JOG ALONE. my dad's schedule's pretty packed up this week,and my mum's not much of a jogger. so,i dont have anything up on my lose-some-weight-activity list yet. what a bummer. =____=
back to the title,here's a picture of me running in 4x400 event this year.

very the shocking,yes? no? vatevua :b

drama .

2010-10-14T01:20:00.000-07:00

this school year has been full of dramas. i had a friend whom i never really like -even when we haven't known each other. well,here im going to explain why i loathed the sight of her. just incase your reading this,you know who you are,please,do not go around telling people what a bitch i am just cause i put this on my blog. fyi,i know you have been shit-talking about me too,so dont you go oh-im-sick-cause-my-friends-hate-me-and-im-deppressed. cause i KNOW,for a fact that your no better than me. this post here is for everyone to read and learn something, whether or not they are more like you,or me.

well,here goes.
when in form one,ego wasnt in the same class as i was. he was in amanah. ego knew her (the "friend") from his previous school. so,one day ego said hi to her and her bestfriend. they giggled and walked away looking at ego like he was some kind of a loser. well,thats my point of view.

when in form two,her bestfriend moved away and she went from the amanah class,to ours,bestari. when the teacher re-arranged our seats,i was forced to sit next to azue and her. oh yess,i had to. i thought "wow,its gonna be awkward." but then azue was really friendly and they started talking. eventually i had to talk to her. i tried my very best to entertain her and soon we became friends. yeah,i was faking it but still,i made an effort to make her not lonely. i was faking it too good untill my other bestfriends,susan & yamuna & julie thought they couldnt express their true feelings about her in front of me as they thought i really enjoyed having her as my friend. or worse,bestfriend. anyway,after sorting it out with susan & the gang, we always had talks about her. i know,it wasnt the right thing to do,but i really hadnt had the nerves to break a huge i-hate-you-and-your-stupid-annoying-remarks-on-everything-i-do bomb just like that,even on her. so yeah,i still can stand her in form two.

this year,she was becoming too much of a self-adorer. im not sure if thats even a word,but yeah,she adores herself just too much. she feeds on compliments and whenever a guy glances her way she thinks the guy's head over heels for her. it was annoying to hear her complaining on how people always telling her to model and join beauty contests and how she would win a guy just by winking. okay-i exaggerated on the winking part:b anyways,i was sick and tired of her im-better-than-you attitude. the last draw for me was when we had to do a project together. we went to azue's place on a friday. the night before,she already told us she couldnt go. i have to admit,i danced a silly dance knowing its only going to be me,azue and yamuna XD anyways,the next day she suddenly told us that she was actually feeling lazy the night before but apparently she was feeling happier that day and she wanted to join us. she went to make a phone call. at first her mother didnt approve,but she insisted on going,her mother had to let her. so,yeah,she went. at azue's we all had our own parts with the project. at first,i didnt participated because i was having fun with azue's psp. when i realised how selfish i was being,i voluntered to do the slideshow,upstairs. azue said okay and i headed to azue's room with lots of great ideas. halfway through the slideshow,the computer shuts down just like that and i had to redo everything. i spent such a long time that she had already finished her part and she went to check on me. she questioned every little desicions i made like ; yerr,why the fonts so bida?nothing nicer kahh? i really prefer this one ohh. i think kann,you should make it bigger. no this colour is not nice,ohh pink is better,no no thats too dark,its purple. COME ON LADY,i know i may have differrent taste than you,but i was being really conservative about the whole thing,i made it easy to read with office-like presentation with a splash of colours. and she went in there telling i shold pick something more girly like the fonts more curly,the colours more brighter and the way its presented should be to HER liking. when i was choosing the background colour,i previewed a really bright shade of red and seeing that it hurts my eyes to read with that kind of red as background,i decided to tone it down a little bit. she complained saying "ee,why change? nice bah just now.." i explained how i really liked the colour as well,but its not an appropriate colour for the background of a slideshow which would make it difficult to read. she sulked and grabbed the mouse out of my hand and clicked the red colour. oh i wish i had strangled her but i just calmly took the mouse back but she wont let go. instead she whines and talked in a very babylike voice trying to make me fulfill her wish. finally,i pushed my chair back. i was about to yell when it hit me i shouldnt fight in other people's home. so,i just answered her very shocked,babylike voice "why youuu?" with a smile and i told her im going to check out the others.she didnt ever bother to give me back my job,she continued changing everything i did with the slideshow. you had no idea how infuriated i was that time. thankfully i was reasonable,i decided to let it go. but as time passes,her comments of how she could have done everything better ,about EVERYTHING, just drives me to the edge. i finally decided i've had enough of this fake friendship with her.i became distant. yes,i ignored her instead of saying it to her face. thats because i know,if i confronted her,i cant resist the temptation of bitch-slapping her. like SERIOUSLY. so i did the thing i felt right to do,i ignored her. completely. somehow,my ignorance made me even aware of everything she did that annoys me. thats where i was wrong. i shit-talked her,i gossiped about her,eventhough everything i had said wasnt a lie,i shouldnt have spread it. i know that now. so,yeah,i was at fault when i started calling her names and talked about her behind her,LITERALLY BEHIND HER. me and another friend sat just behind her and we purposedly talked about her behind her so she could hear us and know what has made us distant from her. i admit,it wasnt right at all what we did,so let this be a lesson. anyways,she decided she had enough of our mean yet true remarks on how she annoys people. she asked to move from her place so she wouldnt have to sit anywhere near us. when teacher inquired why she wanted to move,she told everything about how mean and how cruel we had been to her. now,thats where everything went wrong. our class teacher actually intended to talk to us personally but her mother decided to intervene. she had told her mother that she was becoming deppressed beacuse of us and that made her all weak and finally resulted with her absence from school. her mother went straight to the principal. yes,THE PRINCIPAL. two friends and i were called to meet the principal herself. she made it clear that both sides were wrong. she said our decision on ignoring her was the right thing to do,its just that we took it a more serious level when we didnt leave her alone. it was so wrong,and i know that now. so,the next day,i said to her face "im sorry for what i've done. i know your hurt but here's the deal,i dont think we can be friends anymore. ill just think of you as my classmate. no more. sory." hey,i might just as well tell the truth now than re-living a fake friendship all over again,right? anyways,she just gave me shrug,without even looking straight into my eyes. so it ended there. well atleast for me,it did. but i know for a fact that she herself shit-talked me,EVEN NOW. hah. hyporite much?

but,as i've said,its over for me. im quoting the principal - "Why let one person affect your life?"

this post may change your point of view on me,but i dont care. im just telling the truth,from my point of view. oh,and this just a slice of my school life,so dont you go "tessa's really a mean person who doesnt care." just know that i live by the saying "i hate for a reason". be friendly and i'm always ready for a new friend:) but if you mess with me or my friends,i wont ever be nice to you.

P/S :to you , this is posted so others will know why i have such hatred for you.if your going to shit-talk me about this,go ahead. if that makes you happy.just know that if you decided to bring this up and cause me trouble again, you will regret it because you yourself are guilty.so dont go around pointing your finger at me. :)

oh hai my-very-abandoned-no-people-see-blog.

2010-10-13T21:18:00.000-07:00

im not really used to blogging anymore. and the fact that nobody,i repeat- NOBODY ever visits my blog just makes me feel like im definitely writting for nothing. nobody cares,get a life. BUT,since PMR's over and im free for the next 2 weeks,i might as well talk to myself,publicly. haha. so,here's my late post about PMR -

ITS OVER. OHYEAH.

umm. okay. so my plans for two weeks are doing som diy projects. got the stuffs i needed and im on it. :D did spring cleaning on tuesday and my room is practicaly empty. well,on my side it is. mind you,i have to share my room with my kakak and little sister. actually the room was only for me and kakak but since elssa and i fell in love with a bunkbed,we're cramping in the little space of my room. ugh. and she's never tidy. i know,like speak for myself-i myself aint the tidiest person in the whole world. still,i'd care if my drawers are so full of junks you cant even open it. uhm. so yeah,my part of the room is like REALLY TIDY. haha. i bet it'll last only a week -tops.

okay okay. any other ideas for hols? i was actually planning on dragging my cousin's arse( arse is fun to say rather than ass,dont you think?:b ) around kk. but suddenly she got pissed at me. haha. i know,im at fault but uh vatevua,she'll get around. ehe. umm. going to another cousin's place this weekend,in papar! looking forward to that :D oh oh. and i would really love it if i could shed a few kilos during the hols. i really need to get a grip on how i eat these days. ish. haha.

bah,i've ran out of ideas. oh and if you were ever here,make sure i know you're here even if as an anonymous because i really feel like talking to myself here. thanks. :D

holiday:)

2010-09-12T20:41:00.000-07:00

1st week of holiday - AWESOME:D

camp was on 678&9 september. awesomeeeee. i was in Yeremia. this year i finally managed to conquer my shyness:) SO YEAH I MADE NEW FRIENDS. BOO YEAH! HAHA. the everything was awesome. on the first day,we set up our tents. from our church there were only 11 participants and 8 chaperones(?) . then we headed to the field,where i was placed in yeremia:) i had absolutely no friend. -___________- then we went back to camp and get everything sorted.then,back again to the field for the first session.sat next to a girl and we started talking(i started! *bangga) she's kristina,form4,SIB Nahaba. ohyeah,my first new friend there:) and then the talk was about 'Remaja Beriman Dinamik'-yeah that was the theme. after Pastor Simon finished,we were asked to go into our selected groups and do stuffs like self introduction,group leaders & yell:) i was the assistant-_______- kena suruh jaga talurrr. HAHA. our leader ws elyan:) and our mentor ws the very funny adrian moses.

elyanadriangroupme

bah,kau ktua kan?
sa mana maaana ja..
bah,kau la tu. nama?
nama saya elyan.. panggil yan..
ai? macamana? alien?
ya! alien pun buli juga,snang ingat..
oh bah. ktua kita si alien..
HAHAHAHAA..
skarang kita pilih ktua perempuan!
yg tuu na lah *points at me
jangaaaaaaaaaaann.
sabar la.. sabarr.. *look very closely at each girl
jadi?
nah! kau pigang ni talur bagus bagus *gives me the egg
-______-
sepa nama?
tess..
tunggu! kita mula dari alien. trus pusing.
*everyone introduces themselves

adriangirlgroup

bah,yell macamana?
emm..
nahh kau ada idea? cakap ja..
kalau yg d skolahh yang dulu drg bgini..
bah,sini depan..
chikalakapiyapiya chikalakapiyapiya
ADUIH bahaya kamu main cilaka cilaka kalapia oooohh..
HAHAHAHA

the second day was fine.woke up at 4.30 & went to the field for saat teduh.2nd session was conducted by Rev.Ernerst about "Akhir Zaman". whoa. he was like.. are you ready?if the world ends now,are you sure you're gonna go to heaven? it was great.i now am ready:) during the long break,we played some guitar and sang in our tent. suddenly the guys in the tent next to us started singing. we were like okay!lawan bah! XD then we sang and sang and sang. i mean,after they sang,we sang and so on. it was fuuuun , haha. i miss jiran sebelah :D after that craziness,it started raining. HAHAHAA. i guess the joke 'ui,jangan nyanyi nanti hujan' works! HAHA. and the next session was with penatua alexander tham. the 4th session was about BGR - boy girl relationship *wink ANEH ANEH OHH.. haha.uncle justin and pstr simon answered some Qs that were written by the participants and it was HILLARIOUS.and at night pstr simon was back on:)

the third dayy! skipped saat teduh:b slept back after waking upXD and then got ready for jati diri-the challenging activities:D we walked 3.2 kilometres,up and down the hill. faced 22 obstacles including crawling in mud water(they say ada tai lembu) overall,it was AWESOME. haha,bonded with the other teammates especially silber:) funny guyy. ohh! i forgot to tell about elyan bailling and we got a new leader! david:) waaayyy more responsible than elyan:bb i mean,c elyan senang2 ja tia mau pg. alasan? teda kasut. mustahil lah p camping teda kasut-_____- aihh,vatevua. nasib bukan saya ktua,saya tukang pigang talurr ja:) we were the last group to go and while waiting,they made fun of david. cause he looks verrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrry chinese. durang suruh2 dia cakap dusunXD the yell:

davidgroup

NOKOSODIA KO NO? / ARE YOU READY GUYS?
OW! / YES!
NOKOSODIA KO NO?! / ARE YOU READY GUYS?
OW! / YES!
CHIKALAKAPIYAPIYA CHIKALAKAPIYAPIYA *move the hips
GANBATTE GANBATTE *clap
HU HA!
remajaaaaaaaa..!!
beriman DINAMIK!
op kos lah yeremiaaaa~ *pundan style

awesome bah yeremia:) AITSS! after that we went swimming in the river!! OHYEAHHH. punyalah those yeremia guyss, main siram siram urang. HAHA,FUNN OHH. then headed back to the field for 15 minutes of rehearsal for a performance that night. we chose the song Yesuslah Raja and i was in charge of dancing. together with silber-he's really an awesome dancer. jealous sa ohh. -________- and then went back to our campsite and hanged out:) back to the field and we saw some performances from the other groups. actually everyone did great given the time we had to practice was only 15 minutes and everyone was ofcourse really tired from the jati diri activity. yeahh. half of the groups performed before the last session. during the session,almost everyone slept. HAHA. funny oh adrian:

adriandavidgirlsme

*sleeping
panjang juga sambayang kau tu
aiyaaa,orang belum amen kau kacau!
hahaha..
kau tingu tu smua tidur..miring miring lagi *refers to the girls sleeping infront-they were leaning on each other
haha..
*pats on the girls back AMEN!
*startled duiii!
hahaha
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bah sa pun sambayang dulu laa..
ya ya..sa pun ni..
jangan lupa kasi doa kami.. haha
hahahaha *puts hand on adrian's back dia blang..
AMEN AMEN AMEN! ya amen!
HAHAHA.

after pstr simon finished,the performances continued:) we were the last to go and im real glad to say that we did awesome:D although some of the teammates had to go early:/ the host continued giving speeches and suddenly BOOM! the fireworks went off and got this huge campfire burning. he said 'nahh,kena bakar suda tempat kamu kena seksa tadi..yang lumpur lumpur tu kena bakar tauu..' smua org t'bangun. HAHAH.then headed back to camp for the last sleep in Sk Badukan Ranau. the next day everyone went home:)

PERKHEMAHAN TUNAS REMAJA 2011 DI NAHABA!

AITSS! :D

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after the camp,went straight home. unpacked my stuffs and slept:b the next morning,friday,went to CP with cousin;) couldnt make it to zul's open house:/ watched piranha in cp,it was okayy i guess:) verry thrilling. punya banyak pilak tyme tu. ADUIH. and then i stayed with grandpa&grandma in 1city hotel.real nice room. at night,while papa mama were sleeping me and my cousin talked like crazy.then we laughed silent laughs but idk how mama t'bangun and said "aiyaaa,mengigau oh ni dua." WE LAUGHED HARDER-silently. XD and the next day,saturday we roamed around wisma:) 'hidup sama saya bahagiaa:D' after that,papa was supposed to send me home but he malas,so straight to ranau! :D im supposed to head home right now but things happened so,going back to kk tomorrow! :D

seriously?

2010-09-05T01:47:00.000-07:00

church was fine.talked to the ptr abt the coming bazaar-we're going to have a carwash!! COMEEE:D tomorrow,im heading to Badukan,Ranau for the camp:D i can't wait. just a tiny weeny problem-WE DONT HAVE A TENT. HAHAHAH.but im sure we can find it:) hmm. i'm supposed to pack right now,but as you can see im busy. HAHA. i browsed the prefects dinner's pictures in fb and i was likeee,OHMYGOSH,are those pretty people really my friends?
i mean , LOOK -
are you fucking serious? PUNYA LAWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.& HANDSOME :D
tapi memang lawalah smua kawan saya:D i feel like i dont deserve to be with them suddenly. -__________-
gila babi lawa==

(ya ego kau hensem la. CAROL kau pun lawa ah:D) - hahaha,its just that i can imagine their responds XD

thursday and friday:)

2010-09-01T06:12:00.000-07:00

wrote this on thursday:)

hello peepol:) this morning started out well. untill a prefect shouted at us.it was her fault,not telling us what to do.she just stand there smiling and all of a sudden she yelled. the heck man. hah,vatevua that girl. and then headed to class to "study" for the history paper. hmm.we got plenty of time to revise and im proud to say,I DID REVISE! actually,i finished 3 freaking sets of questions(although the results were just...bummer :b). UNFORTUNATELY,only 5 questions that i've revised came out. for the rest i was like 'whatthefcukman?' so yeah,big time F-A-I-L-U-R-E :) OHH! we got our class photo today! its the highlight of the day:D 2010's class photos the best so far. i likeyy *wink cause cause i looked okay,rather normal:b and others are.. well,faces that will give you a good laugh *winkwink hmm.. oh oh! funny story..

yamuna : ui, kamu tau ka itu spain,france,italy smua tu kann.. jiran!
me : -____________- duhh,kalau kau tia tau tu barang masa suda bgini tua kann, mcm tia layak oh jd penduduk bumi..(joking,its always fun to tease her :b)
ego : yea bah.
yamuna : ohh.. err.. sa sitau ja!
me & ego : *laugh
(talking about continents)
ego : india di mana?
yamuna : *thinks saaaaaana atas tu.. *pointing at an imaginary map
me : continent bah..
yamuna : uhhh... emm.. a.. a.. *thinks hard asia?
me & ego : *act surprised
ego : ASTAGAAAAAA...
me : yamunaaaa....
yamuna : EHH! bukan! tida tida!
me : STAGAAAAA..
yamuna : saya suda cakap tida...!
me & ego : *LAUGH
me : puchet budu!
ego : yeaaa bahh!
yamuna : *blur

the lesson : siok kasi pshyco yamuna *winkwink ohh && india IS in asia=='

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today.is.the.first.day.of..... HOLIDAY! :D yet.im.so.freaking.stressed. eff you PMR. got a message from a fellow PMR candidate ;
[PMR 2010]
Bendera PMR akn dinaikkn pdtahun ini & bendera ENJOY akn diturunkn.D'istharkn DARURAT:lepak,ktwa dn b'gosip akn ditukr dgn dduk m'hdap bku stdy smpai pagi.
Sebarkn kpd tentera PMR dgn ucapan smoga b'jaya m'capai straight 'A=)

IM FREAKING OUT.seriously.eff. most of my friends already deactivated their fb accounts.im not gonna do that,i just need to get a grip on myself. note to self : internet usage is limited.hmmm,lets talk abt smthg else. had an awesome day out w/ carol,ego,jacq&nath ystrday:) we went to check out ellusion. the setting was awesome.but the foods.. nothing special. especially the bollognaise(?) sphagetti. tastes like freaking sardine. but carol and ego's food was okay,i guess. stupid food,and it costs 10 freaking ringgit-______________- never again. and then we wanted to watch grown ups but the movie starts 7.40pm. so,yeah we stood there looking at the schedule for such a looong time but last last tida jadi. after that we enjoyed singing in Kbox. kehh-ra-zi i tell you.HAHA. then we played some game,pnyalaa..bikin malu,HAHA.but who cares?we had fuun.then we just walked around and saw freaking expensive dresses. i mean,memang lawalah tpi RM604 ringgit for a dress? no thanks:) carol blanja big apple! ohya,thankyou carolynacyriljosue@charity *wink AWESOME AWESOME:D

i went home by bus.alone.my first time alone on a bus. HAHA. noobXD as soon as i was home,prepared for the BIG BIRTHDAY SURPRISE for adel and thea:D all went well.

me : bahh,turuuun! makan! makan!
mummy : bah marilah makan.
thea & adel : yeah! udang! udang! *running downstairs
mummy :tunggu,tunggu. kakak suda d bawah ka?
kakak : * walks out form the kitchen
mummy : ohh,tu nah. marilah.
everyone : HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUU..
thea & adel : *sings along
adel : *saw the banner/poster AII? SAYA KA PULA?
me : *laughs
daddy : kau pikir sepa del?
adel : sa pikir kakak tresia! HAHAHA. bukan bsuk ka birthday sa tu?
me : celebrate awal awal bah *wink
thea : YEAHH YEAHH *grabs a balloon and danced around

53 years yaw:)

2010-08-31T02:57:00.000-07:00

Malaysia's celebrating it's 53 years of independence today.
HAPPY 53rd BIRTHDAY MALAYSIA! :)

im not celebrating,actually im just relaxing at home.one good thing out of things like these are the days off you get:D OH YEAHH. but still,i have to sit for the 2nd trial tomorrow. SEJARAH. freaking effin sejarah. oh wells. hey,thea & adel's birthdays are on saturday&sunday:) any ideas on a surprise? *wink anyway,i can't wait for the holidays-2 awesome weeks! (note to self-after the 2 weeks of relaxation,one more week till PMR. eff.) ~~forget PMR~~, im gonna have fun. well,atleast i'll try to after studying. -_____- im freaking out. okay. enough abt PMR. i have tons of activities planned *wink
bye for now,gonna play some games,OH YEAHH.

back to blogging:)

2010-08-29T03:18:00.000-07:00

hey peeps:)

i know everyone's on tumblr right now,but i still prefer blogging.
so,yeah im going to blog! OH YEAAHH.

but im not gonna be able to update much though cause PMR's almost here,OH GOSH.hmm,only have time to update on weekends:) its gonna be worth it,cause if i get straight A's ill get a laptop:D *crossfingers what else?i need to update this blog.BANGAS! OHH, and i just checked my friendster account,WTF? i cant believe its still freaking active. and i have 348 friend requests! like seriously,wtf man? i thought nobody's using friendster anymore. HAHA. such a shocker,but nvm,they'll come around and realize facebook is soo much better:) eventhough i have more friends in friendsterXD enough abt fs,just deleted the freaking boring account.OHYEAH:)

guess thats it folks:) will update soon.

tessadeidra:)

2009-11-06T18:39:00.000-08:00

TEMPORARY HIATUS.

the stereamyx at home just wont work.

tia tau smpi bila lah gini ni.

woots!

2009-10-12T17:26:00.000-07:00

LOOK WHAT I FOUND.
nataliee~
haha,lawl.
this was last year,ptr christmas potbless:)
haha,i told ya im gonna post it in my blog;b
lawak oh.
just one small thing i dislike in this video.
my-deeeeeeeeeep-boy-like-voice.
serious shit:/
whatever.
ENJOY!

super!:)

2009-10-12T02:37:00.000-07:00

yesterday was absolutely......AWESOME:D

i wish it lasted longerrr.

let me tell you all abt ystrdy.

morning-went to church.youth class was fine.

we talked abt issues among teens & tv.

i found out that most american kids watch tv NOT LESS than 10 hours per week.

meanwhile,their time spent to know God is only like...1.4 hour?

i mean,COME ON PEOPLE.

im gonna try 'screen dieting' which means NO TV.

mybe someday i'll try "tech dieting".

NO TECHNOLOGY:O

thats just a thought tho:)

after class,pastor told us there's this fellowship they're going to do at the Tunas Bakti school.

Tunas Bakti is a school for troubled kids.

they learn the same thing we do,only they do everything in a prison-like school.

seriously.

the fences there are tall & not enough,they doubled the fences.

we went to the guys dorm; so there were only 6 girls there including me.

it was okay i guess.

and then at night,i went to azu's open house!

go to zu's blog,she got some pictures.

altho teda saya,just go check it out:b

haha,it was fuun.

when i got there,anju,azu& zulaikha were already waiting.

oh,ita also!

hey,they claimed i was late.

UI,SAYA NGAM2 SMPI JAM 7 BAH,URANG BILANG DTG JAM7,JAM7 LA BAH TU>:I

haha,lawl no bahX)

anyways,we went straight up to azu's room.

it was sooooooo NEAT!

then we had pillowfight(i started it:b) and we talked&talked like crazy girls.

the room turned into a crazy mess:D

and then azu's cousins & neighbour went in.

they were shyyyy~

awhh;b

and then we ran out of topic.

thats when everybody realised we havent eat!

astagaaa..

the point of going to open houses is to get free food!XD

the food was okaayyy.

i LOVE THE BISCUITS:D

omgomg,kan zulaikhaaa?

mcm urg gila ni bah kami turun-naik-turun.

trus tu biskut di tgh2 living room d bwh lg tuu~

LAWL.

there's this woman who kept staring when we got there.

ihh,annoying oh!

lawl.

it all ended too fast,i think:/

first ita,then anju,then zulaikha.

i was the last one to go.

boohoo.

but...

today pun fun bah..

NOT!

todays cool lah.

internet here to entertain.

so,yeah.

im planning on posting a vid tomorrow:D

NATALIEEEEEE~!

ill see if i can figure this thing out.

quick one:)

2009-10-10T20:34:00.000-07:00

oh,anju is gonna loooooove this:)

discovered 'fifi lapin' in marion's tumblr.

nowadays,ppl are more into tumblr.

i think im changing soon.

I THINK.

tapi..malas:/

bah,whatever lah.

i will update more tomorrow.

~i gotta feeling ; that today's gonna be a good day:D

long time no see:)

2009-10-08T02:21:00.000-07:00

lastlastlast night,i discovered that THERE WAS INTERNET AT HOME.

fcuk.

ive been ignoring the computer the whole week because SILLY ME THOUGHT THAT INTERNET IS SHITTY.

skali tingu,aik?
tai punya barang:b
anyways,now that i now there is internet...

I HAVE NOT STUDY.

tsk.tsk.

fail lah ni:(

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new pictures will be up soon.

mybe not in fb.

i'd prefer for them to go in my 'bangas friendster acc'.

so,yeah:)

do stop by and comment:D

anyways,mumy's hoooome:D:D:D

she went to jakarta/bandung to shop w/ papa,mama&aunties.

i got lots and lots of stuffs that i simply adoree*hearts<3*~!

so,yeah.

life's pretty much that.

bye bloggie:)

well..

2009-09-29T23:54:00.000-07:00

exams in one week two days:/ damn.i hate this.and here i am in the cyber,in front of school.typing away:) but,i have a very GOOD reason to be here.Sejarah punya kerja kursus:S the internet so slow,damnit:X ive been here for 56 minutes,and i only got ONE PICTURE.isnt that annoying?whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaateverr!bah,chaw dulu.gotta keep looking for infos on Yamtuan Antah:/ daaaaaaaaaaaaa<3

she broke the pact:O

2009-08-26T22:16:00.000-07:00

hai.

guess what?

neanna's been eating like a pig the whole time:/

(sa marah niXD)

while i was listening to my stomach singing opera.

gila.now she said i said buli makan.

blah,whatever.

im still in this thing.

alone or not,im gonna shake off that fat:)

but today im gonna eat.

i ate CANDY FLOSS.

mimi bought from australia.

so yummeh:D

whoah,after consuming that much sugar, im feeling kinda hyper:)

bah,thats it.

P/S;btw,yesterday i did want to post something.but ngam2 siap,teda letrik.yeah,here it is.

27 august 2009

yesterday kaaaan,i ate:/

but sayur only lah:)

healthy eating juga bah.

okay.todayy,im determined.

so,no eating:)

hmm.facebook is my only entertainment right now.

so,while browsing through the quizzes,i tried 'Jadi hantu apakah kamu kalau mati nanti..!!'

yeh,i know.lol? rightXD

anyways,i turned out to be hantu ngesot.

incase you dont know what hantu ngesot is..

its the kind of ghost that drags itself.

well,like ju-on!

padahal thats the kind of ghost i hate the most.

yang slowly drags itself towards you...

so watch out..i'll drag my dead ass and scare youXD

tedateda oh meXDXDXD

anyways,im currently waiting for pet society and country story to load.

so lama man!

heh.

2009-08-25T21:30:00.000-07:00

so hows your holiday?

mine is okay,i guess.

yesterday-yesterday,i did nothing except online & sleep.

i did not eat the whole day and i was starving:/

but yeah,i managed to shake off some fats:D:D

i am very proud(aiseh) to say that i have been fasting for 2 days(w/ water:).

WEEEEEEHOO:D

anyways,yesterday night i went to the Konferensi PMM SIB Sabah in KDCA.

my stomach was singing alongXD

luckily the music was super loud ; which made my heart go

BOOM BOOM BOOM like mad!

i was really blessed by the preach.

it was great,and tonight im going again:D

this morning,i woke up and straight away started scribbling in my diary abt my wonderful,strange,weird dream.

whoah the dream was *cannot find the right word*

andthen,went down,watched some tv and here i am.

oh,today pun sa puasa:)

mari sma2 kita diet.XD

2009-08-23T22:51:00.000-07:00

NOT IN THE MOOD FOR BLOGGING.

just some fyi's.
~we won KK Music Fest!:D
~its holiday:)
~konferensi coming soon:)
~HAPPY FASTING to all muslims out there!
~life's a ~~joy~~bore:(

its all games for us.

2009-08-21T17:38:00.000-07:00

its been a hectic week:)

on Thursday,20th August..we had our sivic project.

we finished after working(and camwhore-ing) for 1 and a half hour.

we pulled out weeds,rearanged pots and such.

we did it all for real!

haha,not like mahirah,pura2 kasi mandi kucing:(

and then on Friday,carol blanjaaa~!

Pizza Hut:D:D

sayang debbie wasnt there:/

but still had fun lah:)

andthen we went to servay!

guess what ego bought?

bola budak2,hahhaha.

kami d skul main macam urg gila:D

even the st agnes kids 'WOI' at us.

but ofcourse,we balas balik lah:b

while playing..hujan!

so we played in the hall there:)

volleyball.

3on3.

was having such a great time sampailah c romanus marah kami.

"WOI,tida buli main bola dalam dewan!sana kamu!"

hahahaha.

the end.

i know,lame.

pfst.who cares:)

smile:D

2009-08-18T00:39:00.000-07:00

ni ari boring.

well,not so lah.

i think i lost my enthusiasm for blogging.

i used to look foward to this.

typing craps:)

but now,i just feel...like...mm...no use.

a total waste of time.

blah.

im going for to leave this bloggie dead for awhile.

oh,a few more posts till 200:D

my posts are so damn short nowadays.

bah.

change to old style lah.

nahh,looks longer kan this way?

tedateda oh.

now,what do i tell you?

OH.

just now after the assembly,choir members were asked to stay and talk to teacher Sophia.

then,teacher called out our names to make sure we were there.

after she finished,she ask ;

teachergirl(rene)

who's name belum kena sebut?

*raises hand*

siapa nama?

Rene.

huh?kau klab koir ka?

ha?*runs away*

aiyooooo..

thats it.bye:)

HYPER!

2009-08-15T02:48:00.000-07:00

just now watched Shanghai Noon for the 2984th time.haha:) DAMN HILLARIOUS i tell you.hahahaaaa.i got super hyperrr.we made some lemonade,so it was all the way ; SUGAR RUSHHH~! man,im HIGH!hahahahaaaaaaa..anyways,after that camwhored with daddy's DSLR,so siok!hahaha,i am so HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~ right now:D:D:D:D:D:D tomorrow no class; boohoo.but im dancing; BOOYEAH!so yeah,thats pretty much it.babai you:D

its dead.

2009-08-14T19:08:00.000-07:00

yeah,its dead.im bringing it back to life:)

so,hows everyone?ive been super!i have alot to blog abt when i couldnt blog.now,nothing cause its Saturday.azu bawa jalan2 but daddy (being a considerate person he is) refused cause we're supposed to avoid going out too much.so,yeah here i am.bah,itu ja lah.nanti sambung.i wanna blogwalk to know what has been going on:D byee~

P/S : sepa bah tu sandra<3 tu?apa masalah?

long time no blog:/

2009-08-05T02:08:00.000-07:00

stupid internet connection!

now in cyber near all saints.

will blog as soon as possible.

blehh.i missed blogging.

bye now.

wanna go lok yuk with annelle:)

oh and the lil bro:P

hyper today:)

2009-07-27T04:22:00.000-07:00

yesyesyes,i felt very HIGH just now,kan zu?idk why.its the first day of some stupid test and im hyper like a crazy wacko.one of the main reason i got high was cause..im officially an un-official online story writer.and all my idea came when i was answering science.gedditt?no?nvm==' hmm,another reason is im so happy cause eventho i no study,still manage to answer some craps:) cause so many free time to buka buku;D tomorrow,no mercy day.ps Qs are super hard ; helppp!and then kh again.form1 stuffs,nasib baik teras ; common sense what:P got the death subject again.guess what?hoih.matilah.bah,chaw.i go study somemore:) taa,ill make a run for it;)

what a day:)

2009-07-26T05:09:00.000-07:00

hey you:) howzit goin'?XD <--that was weird.leave that,lemme just go on with my craps:) nothing much happened yesterday.stayed at home untill 7 at night and chaw off to church for practice.todaytodaytoday is AWESOME.dont you love sundays?and saturdays?OH and fridays?:D well,i do!very much:) okay,anyways today got class.ego was supposed to lead in the icebreaker activity but,typically,he wasnt here:P so cassie took over,we played this super fun game,kan nat?;D its umm,well,ill tell you in another post.and then went out to Recipe House(??) there,eat sushi with uncle sualim they all.yummy ohh!after that..went back home.wanted to go to a mass at church but nda sempat suda kan,so tiapalah.went back home.and tadaaaa im here!OH WAIT.i had fun in the rain.my daddy was supposed to go for badminton but suddenly his car battery was weak.that time it was only me,kakak&dad at home.the rest went to the book fair in 1b there.so,time hujanhujan lah kami menulak kereta.SIOK!woots:D but then the car just wont cooperate.so,yeah.daddy's all pissed now.stupid neighbour cannot park properly.THATS MY AWESOME DAY:D

p/s: im dead oh.

compliments:)

2009-07-24T03:27:00.000-07:00

tu ari bah,kami main pujipuji urang.said "kau sexy oh ni ari/you so sexy today" to random friends just to see their reaction;

zulaikha ; buhh?
mahirah ; *softly* thankyou
catherine ; ihh,jan bah..malu aku..
julie ; (me facing her back)ha?*turns around**look at herself*OH!*pulls skirt down* hihi..
kevin liau ; *didnt hear* HA?! *we say again* EEEEEEEEEE!*shivers *
kevin lai ; apa sexysexy oh!?
azreena ; EE!
fickry ; huh?*poses*zexy kan?
vishal ; *eyebrows up*
azu ;hee~
yamuna ; apa..?*scans herself* kenapa..?
steph ; *frowns really hard,with jaw hanging*
eileen ; eeeeee!
alvian ; *blur* bodoh.
kasmir ; hmmh..

and the rest i forgot..me no kena:) cause me yang start.haha:P funny this bah their reactions.oh,just now kannn..'gesel' they all wanna fight.cause some ~~punk~~kid called them "OI BUTAK!" although they mimang butak,that kid shouldnt have called them that after some serious talking.why i call the kid,kid?cause budak form1.sudalah pindik,kicik,teda geng(palingpaling pun abang dia lah!) mau cari gaduh lg.tp stakat itu ja,takkan mau gaduh kan?haih.lucky oh the kid,they all kasi chance him.so in the end,no fight.THE END

gila oh cigucigu allsaints:)

2009-07-23T01:05:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY cigu SUHAIMI.
kau tua sudah,pi mati lah!XD

i am so mean.haha:) mahirah they all sang while teacher sitting but ada problem ;

mahirah&the gang:HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUUU....*silence*
class:HUH?
cigu:O.O ehh,apa ni?*smiling*
lee: ta pu xe dao oh!(transalation ; dia tida tau oh!)
class:*laughing*
someone:CIGUUUU!BIRTHDAY CIGU BAH!
cigu:ohhh,hehe..*crap blablabla story from his past*
class:*tidur balik*

haha,awesome kan klas kami?hmm,whatelse?OHH!we got our school mag today!although ive seen abbegail's yesterday,still excited much:D so nice oh the cover,especially the meanings:) MY ASCF(E) picture kan,RUSAK THIS.because they go stickstick only kan(yang salah print) so,mine miring this.T.T bikin panas:/ anyways,in the end banyak yang pg minta autographs.

azuciguperngme

ciguu*gives the book*
aiyaaah!
alaaa,cigu!tandatangan la bahhh..
haiyoooo kamu ahh..
yabah cigu,tandatangan saja..
*signing*ISHH,kamu pikir cigu ini actress ka mau minta autograf autograf?
*laugh*
memories bah cigu..
yalayala*walks away*
budu oh c perng.XD

i love<3 today:)

2009-07-22T04:35:00.000-07:00

HEEEEEEEEEEEEE~

so hyper now:D just now,for pj we wanted to skip to do maths but lastlast pigi juga pj.as usual,kami main volleyball!sia makin okay in playing volleyballey:) ok,MATHS.cigu rafidah merajuk sama kami:( because we tia siap hw.well,most of us lah.including me,DUHH:P

she was like*cakapcakapcakap* ,ehh napa tia siap kerja?satu habuk pun tak buat?ehh,kamu ni kann..*blablablablabla* heish,cigu pun tiatau lah kamu ni.*continues w homework Qs* *went out*

WTF.last year also our ~~beloved~~ teacher chung merajuk.but that her fault lah.perasan betul.hahaha,anywaysssss..teacher went out the first period,so the second period no teacher kan,we all go see ECLIPSE!so cool man,although we only see a portion of the sun kena potong.at least pernah nampak the sun kena block bah kan?eventho sikit sja!:)after that,rehat!woots,bawa tapau today,save moneyyyy:D and then KH,nothing much.no teacher suhaimi.fcukin good:D:D:D hahha,after that moral.kami ada test hafal nilai bidang 4&5.got 37/51.HAHA.sucks man;) okay,highlight of the day!ada c wong masuk tp banyak urg kluar,tinggal sikit urg lagi d klas.so she gave us some works to do in group.that time my group yang d klas only azu&anju.the guys kumpul infront of us.so we ask what to do kan(we never know what to do;D)
then,MARI MAIN TRUTH OR DARE!bah mainlah.SIOK GILA BUDU!
but cannot tell you(shhh) haha,cause we made a pact not to tell anyone;)
i think thats about it.

EXTRAS:tadi sia p marah c kalpana.paling budu lah tuu.ohyaaaa,time wong masuk klas kaaaan,kami smua yang
'GOOD MORNING MADAM WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG!'
trus dia yang 'aaa,thats not my name.say properly.good afternoon class.'
we all laugh nyanyinyanyi the song 'thats not my name,they call me wooooong,my name is wong.'HAHAHAHA.XD

sabahan sejati bah ni:D

2009-07-20T01:50:00.000-07:00

sia suda dapat ic sia!woots:) ko mesti heran ni kan npa sa baru dapat ic skarang?well,ada complicated sikit.hmm,okay ginilah.skip this:D lets just say 'its personal'haha,anywaysssss..ITS UGLY.arghh i hate it:( skarang sia paham napa bnyak urg nda suka gambar ic durang ; walaupun cantik:P okay.apa lagi?OH.last week daddy pg Laos.dia beli handphones.ada dua.duadua touchscreen.satu untuk mummy,satu untuk.....BACKUP DIA!no new phones for me:( boohoo.so,the phones areeeeeee........

N98

and iPhone

damn.i wish i can have that uber coolio iPhone:/hmm,biarlah.pinjam2 sja buli la bah kan?=='

home alone:)

2009-07-18T04:36:00.000-07:00

yesyes,right now im home,alone.

only me and myself.

mum,elssa,thea&adel went to send kakak(amah,whatsoever==') back to penampang.

and then they all go fetch daddy from the airport.

back at home probably at 8.30-ish,now its only 7.39.

i aint such a brave young girl you know.

in fact,im a real scaredycat deep inside:P

hahaha.its hard for me to go to sleep after horror movies altho i ~~like~~love them:)

hehe.

wanna hear a random not-so-scary-but-its-kinda-weird story?

just now,i wanted to go upstairs to take something;i forgot what it was.it was 7ish so it was pretty dark.i was on the first three steps when i remembered that the light wasnt on.i stepped back,thinking wether i should or shouldnt go up.i made up my mind;shut it,just go up!all of a sudden, "PANG!NGIAUU!HEEEEK!NGIAUUU!" the stupid stray cats decided to give me a heart attack by fighting on my roof.and the weird part?it was raining;heavily.

hahaha,tedateda oh.

bah,chaw:)

i hate this.

2009-07-17T01:12:00.000-07:00

I AM SICK.

really sick.i hate it when i get sick.because i rarely get sick,and if i do,it will be SICK yang betul2 sick.shit oh.today mimang mau skip skul,to get some stuffs done.TAPI,sakit pula.just finished puking my bubur:( i hate this,i hate this.annoying!im so sick,i hate this.ISH.fcukman.blehh,bye:(

internet was being shitty all the time.

2009-07-13T00:16:00.000-07:00

I FREAKIN' HATE STREAMYX.

i missed my blog-about-bazaar mood suda:(

so no bazaar post.D:

but pictures will be in facebook:D

okay?wait for your tag!

hahaha,okay.

umm,you know teacher judy marissia?

she's super cool.

but perasan lah,sikit saja:)

hahaha,she tells us(susan,yamuna,julie&i) stuffs going on between teachers.

apparently,teacher kiut is very GETTE.

he always tries to take miss ho out to dinner,and got this one time he say,

"eyh,ho cepatlaaa..sa keras suda ni..*looks at his pants**wink*"

OMG kan?hahaha,bahaya oh tu ciguuu.

anyways,i love you so much,BYE:D

come to the bad side,we have yummy cookies!

2009-07-09T04:36:00.000-07:00

YUMMY YUMMY COOKIES:D

Venue;SM AllSaints,Likas.
Date;11july,this saturday.
Time;7a.m.-3p.m.

COME TO OUR STALL.

2Bestari stall in 1Kualiti class-->

we have cookies , cupcakes , soft drinks , spaghetti , cakes , books & t-shirts!

COME BUY,kita "membeli sambil menderma"

okay,pictures while doing the cookies!

lookie;its so yummehhh!

INGREDIENTS;butter cookie(yes saya buyuk,tp malas mau bikin2 lg tu tepung),eggs,butter,chips and sprinkles.
OH,kami sangat pentingkan kebersihan->c wong tu cleanaholic=='

decorating->fun part!
REMEMBER;we're veryvery strict about this.

that time i was like,cepatlah,ihh..astagaa,WANGI!

VIOLA~!1 ringgit one leh,kira cheap already that:)

it was veryveryvery tempting NOT to eat it:(

I KNOW YOU WANT IT:)

come buy bah,only 1ringgit what.

make my 1stbazaar perfect will you?:)

alaaaaa..

2009-07-07T01:24:00.001-07:00

cigu`larensis:(

cigu!sa mau pigi!

aiyaaaa,bukan kau tida mau pigi ka?

apa oh cigu..sa mau bahh..

alaa,cigu suda padam nama,apa mcm?

ALAAAA CIGUUU,sa mau pigiiiii:(

aiyaa,nanti skijap.*goes away*

I WANNA GO TANJUNG ARU BAH CIGUUUU~

boohoo.bisuk kan,for kokum,lalu lintas peeps(selected) go tanjung aruu~aiyoh,i really wanna go:( my only chance of going is if neanna is still sick.SHIT.i dont wanna take advantage of neanna.kasian her.she can go bah if she want.i hope,i can go,and neanna can go too!and we all together-gether:D BOOYEAH!hahahaha,im hyper now.XD(extreme moodswings remember?)
okay,im done.i wanna play games/upload pictures.random stuffs la:)

what comes up in my mind.

2009-07-05T18:54:00.000-07:00

hai you.im skipping school!yipeee;NOT.i wanted to go to school,butbutbut;im SICK.not H1N1;dont you get silly ideas.actually,im just tired:P i want to eat something.now rehat bah d skula,no wonder,hahaaha.hey,i want to know oh who yg so lucky kena kasi jadi butak(for boys lah) for PLKN/NS?tell me,tell meeeeee.eh,i think i wanna go la;when i cukup umur la,you this==' yes,i want to go.sick,no?i like tough things.i like being challenged.i would love to prove myself.but,i just dont get enough motivation to do stuffs.heh,like shit kan my life?blehh,not always.i have really really crappy mood swings these days.and i seriously hate it.i dislike myself this way.why oh my life so rollercoaster-y?if up kan,i am supeeeerrr HAPPY this.but if down suda kan,im gloomy like;I DONT GIVE A FCUK.today,im giving the superr-mean-what-you-want?-mau-mati-ka? evil aura.blehh,i hate these girls;

WHY?cause they're so damn pretty,ok.and that proves my theory in the previous post,'hate is a sign of jealousy.'
bye you dolly.thanks for putting up with me:)

just cause im bored.

2009-07-05T07:34:00.000-07:00

im BORED to the core.

and it sucks so bad,i hate it.why do you think people hate?there's this saying -'knapa,kau jeles?',hahaha,kidding!it says -'hate is a sign of jealousy'.well,what do you think?if i hate PINK,that means im jealous of it?wtf.(sorry if i swear too much)so,why do people hate?nobody knows.why?i also dont know.WHY?who bah yang minta puji betul go invent the word 'WHY'?!there's just no point cause the question will never end.like shit lah.heiyee.

sorrysorrysorrysorrysorry,I AM SO BORED.someone,entertain me.shooo my boo feelings:(

RANDOM fact abt me:

my daydreams never come true.yeah,well,its kinda cool:)

another one,i dislike uneven-ness.

third fact,your cute;P

sorry i forgot bah:(

2009-07-04T23:18:00.000-07:00

HAPPY ~~belated~~ BIRTHDAY GEOZI TINGGIH!

yaya,sorry aku lupa.tapi yg penting suda wish kan?pressie kau..tunggu lah ah.ko d spitang,aku di kk,so nanti lah baru bagi:) ko tu tua suda,jan lagi ko minta puji!bangang jay chow sja ko tau.bahbah,HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NENEK!

*suda say in person:)*

some people say its bad luck to wish belated wishes.

BLEH,WTF LA.

haha,that was kinda random.

im outta ideas.

OHYA!

vusaaaaaaaaak!just now kan,the spoiled little brat kasi tumpah her drink..

then she cry this.the father was like,napa kau buang?sayang bah tu!she cried somemore then sobbed,yucky bah tu pa.rasa dia bikin muntah.

what a brat.

ill laugh all i want.

2009-07-04T01:56:00.000-07:00

you know what?

i got less than 30 000 marks for the typing maniac game.

thats like soooooooooo BLEH.

but you know why?

cause i got distracted when it asked me to type 'tete' and 'bono'(carol's dog) and some other random,SUPER FUNNY words.

hahhahaa,lame=='

you just have to believe.

2009-07-03T21:43:00.000-07:00

GUESS WHAT?

IM NOT ON HIATUS,PHONE'S NOT CONSFICATED,I HAVE EVERYTHING GOING ON AS THE USUALS.

HOLY CRAP I LOVE MY LIFE.

i love my dad & my mum & my sisters & my brother & my grandmas & grandpa & my cousins & my friends ~~& my enemies~~ & you & MYSELF.

i am so HAPPY & HYPER & PERKY.

just now got report card back,with mum only,daddy balik kampung.

it was fine,GOOD THING ELIZABETH KNOWS WHEN TO SHUT UP;today only.

heee,got number 25/49,last term i got *coughcough* number 1.

congrats to steph,btw.you deserve it*wink

okay,i know its a real jawdropper but hey,*quoting madam wong*

EVERYBODY MAKES MISTAKE.MAIN POINT IS TO LEARN FROM IT.

so,yeah.

im going to do my best in the coming ujian setara & last examination!

dont you love fridays?:D

2009-07-03T04:40:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DONA!

sorry,teda papa ni tuk ko:( abis ko tia kastau,so no pressie for the bday girl.but suda celebrate kan?sorry la,teda cake,muffin pun jadilah!:D

hey.

this is probably the last time im gonna blog for idk how long.

im very sure dad will consficate my phone,the computer,camera,and so on.

cause i havent tell him the cheating case YET.

haih--'

*******

today stayed back for pasaria thingy.

sorta like a perbincangan.

tpi staystay langsung teda kaitan ni.

tyme pulang baaaru teringatXD

OHMYGOSH daddy just came in,he was reading my post while i eject his pendrive. O.O

today's Dona's bdayyy!

kasian oh her,got this biatch go badmouth her untill the friends scold her this.

i mean,WTF la you biatch.

cant you let us be,AND for goodness sake!

it's dona's birthday lah!

only stupid jealous trashy whore go ruin ppl's special day.

you stupid bitch.

NASIB BAIK ADA KAMI!

we bought muffins and kuih for donaaaa~

uweeeee,i feel so NICE:D

hahaha*perasan bagus*

oh,ann bought this notebook that has horoscopes and its so cool,mine is SO TRUE!

well,most of it lah:)

bah,taa~

ON HIATUS

maybe,i hope not.*crosses finger*

im always feeling tired:(

2009-07-02T01:07:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WILFREDO!

kita mmg tia rapat tp nahh,suda bagi pressie kau kanXD bah,ko tua suda so mesti mau grow up suda.jadi good boy la jan jajal lagi,haha.tapi jan lah,kalo ko good boy nanti tia siok lagi:)

where do i start?

okay,dari pagi la ah.

tyme pagipagi,sang happy bday for wil.

he went pinkredXD

hahaha.

rehat,nothing interesting.

after rehat yang SIOK:)

teacher perng relief our class just now,she go halau us go write pengumuman==

haha,penat juga la tp siok.

kan azu?

nothing much to tell,the experience yg siokXD

hmm,whatelse?

oh,ada orang cari pasal sama lim dorang.

mau gaduh suda tp last2..

durang cakapcakap trus chiaw.

WTF.

padahal everyone excited already bah.

even me!

p/s:sepa2 dapat sms bukan2 dari sa,itu cousin sa yg kacau==

p/p/s:i dislike ppl touching my stuffs.is that a crime?