
t e s s a d e i d r a:)
born on 21.09.95,you do the maths.
Jesus Christ is my saviour.
ohana comes second in life:)
and then my awesome friends you don't wanna mess with.
this is my blog where i express myself- SOMETIMES.
heh:b

title: God's will. you knw what, ive just spent about 20 minutes writing about something that i felt i needed to clear out. looks like God has another plan cause guess what? everything that ive just typed out was erased cause of some malfunction. it wasnt any coincidence okay. it was deep, man i just dont know what it was. but thank God, here i am. not making a fool out of myself but just being me. a simple blogger. uhhh, freak. apa suda ni. anyways, sa mls suda mau taip, out of ideas bro;b
so, have a blessed day peeps. God bless ! :D |
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title: Happy Chinese New Year !! altho im not technically celebrating the CNY, but still im having loads of fun:D
ystrday i had a day to just relax and roam about the house. it was meaningless and effortless and i felt so carefree. hehe. if you know what i mean;) and today ! well actually on sunday, my family and i went to inobong which is somewhere in penampang. its uphill so the view is spectacular. the place where we BBQued overlooked the whole KK district. i can even see the islands. awesome awesome awesome:D then enjoyed food with ze famili, moreee awesome. we even get the chance to see fireworks all over the place and the greates thing about our firework? NO THUMPING OUT OF THE BLUE SOUND. just a faint pom~ sound. jeez, wouldnt you wanna be in my place? isolated from the busy town yet very the involved with the activities around. and i thank the Lord for giving me a chance to be here. heh. okay, gonna persuade mi kozons to play cards with me. toodles. P/S: ANGPAU LAI LAI LAI !! |
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title: cross country. today, i had my last merentas desa experience. mm. im gonna miss running alongside my friends. uhuu. mind that, let me just tell you how my day went:)
went to school like usual, i walked straight to the form five block wanting to keep and hide my phone inside the locker. unfortunately, our block was locked. pfft. but we managed to find elsewhere to keep our bags safely. hoho. then merentas desa. it was fun. tiring, yes. but fun. at first jacq set the goal to jog nonstop until the 2nd checkpoint. my reply was short - TINGU LAA. well, great for her she did it ! yayy ! i only managed till the taman awam teluk likas sign. pfft. lemaaah. hahaha. while running, things were revealed to me. allsaints students can be so rude sometimes. guys especially. while running, a form 1 girl ran past me. she's yamuna's sister, hariyani. she's an indian and when she ran past this group of form three guys, they mimicked indian slangs and made fun of her. sa cakap sma kau, klau bukan sa kenal Tuhan, hinggap suda tgn sa d muka durg. plus, sa teda tnaga suda time tu! hahahaa. 2nd proof. i was jogging with elisheeba and we wanted to go infront of a group of guys also (pfft, smthings wrong w/ guys nowadays). so sheeba went first and i heard them say "ohh ini bole tahan oh. bole ni, bole." then i went past them, punya eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee sa bilang. "aii, ini gemuk sa takut nanti pengsan sna depan ni." nasib kau la tu boi sa suda bertaubat. sa tau la sa tda kurus baah. hoh. NEXT! (lek tess, lek. HAHAHAHHAH==) so when i reached st agnes, shareene, emel and sandra was ahead. sandra was talking like usual. heh. then when i wanted to get into the allsaints field, shareene was not so far away when i sprinted a bit. but suddenly everybody who was there started screaming telling her to watch out for me. pfft. hahaha. but anyways i am really grateful to the Lord for giving me the chance to get number NINE. see, urg gemuk lg laju dri mulut begiuk. mm, yeah so i got numero nineee. tia sangka ni, but with God nothing's impossible;) geng sa byk piala. esehh jacq nmbur 2, sandra nmbur 7. weeeeeeeeeeee:D |
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title: pucatt. so, heyyy again:D
just feeling like sharing a story with you guys:) our class is full of names written with permanent markers - on the door (CAROLYNA:b), on the ceiling, and even on the fan. hahaha== kili oh. but awesome. so anyways, the first day we went into that class i told yamuna, im totally going to write my name around too. esehh. and she also wanted in;) after recess time just now, the teacher came in a bit late. plus, most of my classmates are still out. yeay, i said, that was the perfect time for us to sign our names;D so we did. me, yamuna and izzatul wrote our names on the door. 5bestarian'12. tessa:) sangat bangga la knun tu. ahaha. then it was biology period for the last two periods but our teacher is on her birth leave for 3 months. so we did our own work, most of our classmates went to the hall for some other thing and a few went next class since there were no teachers around. we played around -that is me, mido, azue, zulaikha, yamuna and ego. while we were sitting there, teacher kuit came in. he was our relief teacher, great. but anyhow he sat for a while and then we continued playing. SUDDENLY, ehh eh eh.. budak budak skrg ni.. aik? 2012? ini nama sape ni? baru awal tahun pun dah brani nak buat hal? sape ni? tessa. klas ni ke? izzatul lagi. 5bestari2012. ha? klas ni ke?? I THINK I TURNED WHITE THAT MOMENT. hahahahaha. then everyone was like looking at us. thaaaaaaaaaaaaankfully i have awesome classmates who are so sporting. they said it was the last year's batch's work. durg tulung lg kasi bingung cigu kuit. what can i say, bestarians are awesome ! :D but after the teacher left, yamuna and i quickly went to erase it off. hahahahaha PUCATT BUSS>< moral of the story? jgn tlampau awal baaaaah. hahahaha, kiddings. it was totally a lesson from God: be responsible for little things (like obeying school rules) , and He will trust you with bigger things. toodles all:) |
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title: miracles. well, hullo. my form five year started off quite well:) im still in bestari class, i sit with one of my best friends - Yamuna, most of my teachers are still the awesome ones (what i mean is those who i can understand better;b) and and some personal stuffs are dealt with:D so yeahh, kicking off 2012 to a good start. only, i do wish SPM.. well, my emotions are mixed about this. heh.
next ! sehh. okay so im driven to type out a testimony of a miracle that i had just experienced today. well, i was walking to my mum's school, shes a teacher, and i guess its just about a ten minute walk. i was passing through lokyuk and nearing the gate of teknik (i think few knows this gate which lets me pass thru teknik to go to SMPerempuan) i saw a friend of mine sitting by the railing near the road. i could see that he saw me but avoided eye contact so i did the same. we used to be close, when we were NINE. hahaa. so yeah, i 'purapura tia nampak' him. haha. when i was about to enter the gate, the opening was small, sa pun ngam ngam muat. just before i stepped thru, i coughed to my right and suddenly i stopped in my tracks and when i look up there was a line of spiked fence hanging just above my eye level, literally 3 inches away from my face. of course, i jerked away but that moment was just so surreal. why in the world did i suddenly braked and looked up while i was coughing? well, of course, the world has nothing to do with it. it was no coincidence. no way man, its impossible to be JUST a coincidence. it is a MIRACLE. by Jesus Christ Himself, and i thank Him for everything that He's done for me. God bless:) |
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